Savage Love | Taekook

Chapter 9

YOU AGAIN??? YESSS ME AGAIN😁
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Kookie (still crying): Tae…

Tae ippazhum kookiede back ingane rub cheythondirnn. Avanu onnum manasilaavnilla. Kookie enthina ippo petten vann thanne kettipidich karayunne? Ini kookiene aarelum vedanippicho? Kookiekk avanod anganathe ishtam illelum vendilla Tae will be still there for Kookie. And that's how much he loves the boy.

Tae: Kookie entha pattye?

Kookie: Tae… I'm sorry

Tae: Ehh enthina nee sorry parayunne?

Kookie onnm mindeella avan onnoode Taene tight aaytt hug cheyth.

Tae appo cherthaytt onn backilott neengi ninn. Ennitt kookiede face Avante rand kayy vech cup cheyth. Kookiede kavil, mook okke red colour aayrnn karanjitt.

Tae: Hey nee enthina karayunne?

Kookie: Tae I'm sorry… I'm sorry for hurting you…

Tae: Eyyy… ayye athinokke aano ingane kochu pillere pole karayunne…

Athum paranjond Tae kookiede kanneerokke thodach.

Tae: Kookie ingott nokk.

Kookie avane nokki.

Tae: It's okay kookie. You don't feel the same way I feel for you. Ath completely okay aan. Enk veshamam indo? Ind. But I'll get over it. Ninak guilty feel aavenda oraavshyam illa. Okay?

Kookie: Nooo… Enk angane feel cheyyanillann aara paranje?

Tae: Huh?

Kookie: Tae… I feel the same way too. I love you.

Ath kettappo Taekuttant manassil laddu pottan thodangi (havoooo ithezhuthiyappo enthoru samadhaanam… I missed you my laddoos) But-

Tae: Kookie nooo… Njn hurt aavum enn vjarich ingane oronn parayalle… don't say you love me just because you feel guilty.

Ath kettappo kookiekk deshyam vann.

Kookie: Tae ith njan verthe parayalla. Nee entha enne kurich vjariche? Njn feelings vech kalikkunna aal aanenno?

Tae: Athalla kookie-

Kookie: Nee njan parayunne kelkk. I will never play with your or anyone's feelings. Enik ishtallel alla enn njn mokhath nokki thanne parayum, Tae. If I say I love you that's because I love you. And ith inno innaleyo thodangiye alla. I have been in love with you for some time now.

Tae: Pakshe-

Kookie: And nee vere enthelum parayan povunna munne… I'm gay. I'm so f*cking gay and I know that long before. So njn confused aan kuntham aan aana chena maangatholi ennonnum parayanda.

Tae: Wowww… pakshe nee last time endhond onnum paranjilla kookie?Njn confess cheythappo nee enthond ennod onnm mindeella? Nee ennne last week full enthond avoid cheythe?

Kookie: Enik pediyaayrnn Tae. I was f*cking scared okay? Enik ingane ithpolathe strong feelings ithvare aarodum indaayttila and it scared me. Pinne nammade society… ninakk ariyo Tae ente swantham friends vare homophobic aan. Swantham chevi kond avar nammale pole ullavare kurich parayunna oro vaakk kelkkumbo… it f*cking hurts. And nammal bhaaviyil enthaavum enna pedi… ithinte ellam edayil pett njn… I was traumatized…

Ath paranj kazhinjappozhekkm kookie pinnem karayan thodangi. That exact moment Taekuttan pulled Kookie towards himself and hugged him tightly.

Kookie: I'm sorry Tae. Nammale pole ullorkk life athra bright allaann enik ariya. So I didn't want to hurt you. Pakshe enth cheyyarth enn vjaricho ath thanne njn cheythu. I ended up hurting you. I'm so sorry.