This Love Of Mine (Issei X Akeno)

Confusion Part 4

Issei POV

I have a lot on my brain at the moment and I can't process everything at once, I need to find a way to deal with one thing at a time. I'm gonna see if I can chill with Kiba and Gasper for today, I want to see if Kiba knows anything about what happened the day I died.

Issei: "Guess it's time to get up and go eat."

I went downstairs to the dining room.

Everyone: "Morning Issei."

Issei: "Morning guys, sleep well?"

Everyone: "Yeah."

Issei: "Then I'm glad"

Mom: "Come, it's time to eat."

Issei: "Yeah Mom, thanks for the food"

After breakfast I had asked Rias if she and the other girls could go somewhere for the day and that I would pay. She seemed hesitant at first but accepted after I asked nicely.

Issei: "Okay, Time to get Kiba and Gasper here..."

I phoned Kiba and asked him to ce over for the day and to bring Gasper with him. He accepted and after thirty minutes they had arrived.

Kiba: "Morning Issei, what's with the special occasion?"

Issei: "Nothing special, just wanted to hang out with the boys for the day without the girls around, know what I mean? Hehe..."

Kiba: "Yeah, I get you."

Gasper: "Morning big bro"

Issei: "Morning Gas"

Kiba: "So, what do you want to do?"

Issei: "I thought we could chill a bit and play PlayStation or something, but if you don't want to we could go somewhere"

Kiba & Gasper: "No, that sounds like fun"

Issei: "Okay good, you guys can just go to the living room so long and I'll get some snacks and drinks."

I had gone to the kitchen and gotten a few thing for us to eat and drink and went straight to the living room afterwards.

Issei: "I'm back, got some marshmallows, chips and some other things..."

Gasper: "Ohh, I love marshmallows"

Kiba: "Same here"

Issei: "So what you guys wanna play, we got:

Call Of Duty - Modern Warfare 1, 2 and 3
Call Of Duty - Black Ops 1 and 2
Minecraft
Need for Speed Most Wanted
Need for Speed Underground 1 and 2"

Kiba: "I think, Black Ops 2 should be fine"

Gasper: "I'm not sure about that, I don't do so well under pressure"

Issei: "It's okay Gas, if you don't understand anything just ask and I'll help"

Gasper: "Thanks big bro"

We continued to play for Hours, before we knew it, it was dark. The girls wouldn't be coming home today so I asked Kiba and Gasper if they wanted to stay the night over.

Issei: "You guys wanna stay over for the night, the girls will only be coming back tomorrow night, so we've got the whole place to ourselves?"

Kiba: "I don't mind, What do you think Gasper?"

Gasper: "That sounds like fun"

Issei: "Then it's settled"

Kiba & Gasper: "Yayyy!."

We continued playing after that and we played mostly through the night, Gasper had fallen asleep so Kiba and I took him to bed and let him sleep there instead of the hard floor. We went back downstairs and carried on playing.

Kiba: "Damnit Issei, how are you so good at this game?"

Issei: "A lot of practice broski hahaha"

Issei: "Now's a good a time as any to ask him..."

Issei: "Kiba, there's actually another reason why I asked you to come today, there's something that I want to talk to you about."

Kiba: "I had feeling that there was something bothering you, what's up man, if I can help I will do my best to"

Issei: "It's about the day I died, when Rias reincarnated me as a Devil"

Kiba: "...?"

Issei: "When Ranaer had Kidnapped Akeno, she told me something, and I don't know why, but it keeps bothering me"

Kiba: "What did she say?"

Issei: "She told me that Rias could have saved me, but instead she let Ranaer kill me, and I don't know if it's true or not"

Kiba: "Have you spoken with Rias about this?"

Issei: "No, not yet. I don't want her to think that I'm ungrateful for bringing me back to life, but this keeps bouncing around in my head"

Kiba: "(sigh) It's not my place to say anything about this."

Issei: "Please Kiba, if you know anything about this please tell me. I need to know the truth."

Kiba: "Okay... I don't know the full details, but I overheard Rias and Koneko talking and I heard Rias say that it would be better to let you die then reincarnate you, rather than to save you."

Issei: "So it's true..."

Kiba: "I'm sorry Issei, I wanted to tell you but I didn't think you would believe me."

Issei: "It's okay Kiba, I'm jjst confused as to why Rias would do that. I'm gonna go to bed, see you in the morning"

Kiba: "Are you sure?"

Issei: "Yeah,see you tomorrow"

I went to my room and with a pale face at that, the shock of it was unbearable so much that I just started to cry.

Issei: "(sobbing) Why!... Ehy would she let me die!!!"

Chapter End