Just another girl

Alone

What did I do to be made to feel this way?

I have to leave the room when you enter

I can't go near where you are

I am isolated to this corner

Can't you see this is not right?

I don't want to go to class anymore

I wish I had never been

I feel so alone when there is a crowd around me

Surrounded by only my thoughts

People don't understand

You broke me down

Until I was nothing

Like dirt swept under the mat

Or a toy that was given away

I have feelings

I have dreams

But I don't sleep at night

I lay awake in bed while everyone else sleeps

I think about what you did to me and how you made me feel

I can't concentrate on work

I have failed 2 tests

You don't understand

I am not a pest

I have a future a bright one at that

But because of you I am falling down a crack.

I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel

I have been told so many times

That things will be fine

But when do get to see it,

I feel blind.