Bitter Sweet (James Rodriguez)

Chapter Fourteen: Letters of Love (2)

March 28 2016

Dear James..

Oh James.. I miss you, so much..
This place is nasty.. i hate it.. they all look at me like im some sort of monster..

I've been having nightmares.. That you left me for some model.. someone prettier than me.. someone who's not crazy.. someone who's sane..

Tell me its not true james.. please do tell me its not true..

I hate living here.. i can't stand it at all.. please come and pick me up..

im okay..

i swear..

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April 1 2016

Dear Isabella

Mon amour.. im deeply sorry.. i cant pick you up until they tell me to do so..

And thats not true.. you are the only one i adore.. no one else..

My dream girl is you beautiful.. i would never replace you..

never..

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April 3 2016

Dear James

James, i cant stand this anymore..

There are little people in my head telling me to do stuff i would have never ever though of..

Something called Suicide..

No james.. im extremely strong.. i would never do that..

Ill stay alive.. for you..

for us..

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April 8 2016

Dear IsabellaDont you even think about that..

You are much more stronger than this..

Hang on baby..

You'll be alright..

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April 20 2016

Dear James

Im sorry for answering late... the nurse wont let me send letters.. because i stopped taking my medications..

I'm alright.. i dont need them..

Im alright..

I promise James. I promise..

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April 25 2016

Dear James

Why arent you replying anymore..

You dont love me anymore?

James.. dont leave me like that

I need you..

I need you.. Please..

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