It all started with a yes

Chapter-6

Alexis pov:

I woke up got dressed and went to school. I was making my way to my class when I saw him he looked at me but as soon as our eyes met he looked away and didn't even smiled when I gave him a smile that was weird I thought but then went in the classroom and then as the day passed I couldn't stop thinking about it on Saturday he seemed pretty interested in me when we were talking about stars and stuff maybe he wasn't maybe he thinks I am a nerd. I got frustrated from the thought that I thought that liked me I mean why would he when he already has a pretty and famous girlfriend and he was also famous for being one of the best soccer players of the team plus he was so beautiful so I never really had a chance with him it was my mistake it was just a five minute conversation and it was really normal I just took a total different meaning of it. The day went by and it was finally time for tutoring Harold as usual I explained him everything and then he asked me his doubts I cleared them and we ended our tutoring session. "so we're not playing guitar today" he asked "yeah no" I replied "and why are you not happy" he asked looking in my eyes to make a eye contact "no I am fine happy as usual" I said "now don't think that I am dumb I might be a little weak in math but I am very good with emotions I tell that something's bothering you""no nothing everything is fine" I said and we made our way to the front door he opened it and stepped out "Today was the last session I think you are totally ready for your test now but still if you have any doubt feel free to ask okay""okay" he said"I just want to tell you one thing keeping the pain to yourself isn't the solution to pretend that you're happy and fine when you are not it will only cause mental sickness it good to let it out in front of someone you trust and have faith in""why are you telling this to me?" I asked "you know it very well Alexis just remember any problem I'll be there for you you can share anything with me you can trust me and can always count on me cause I'll be there for you" I couldn't get words out of my mouth so I just nodded and he smiled at me turned around and  as he was walking towards his car I said "Harold" he turned around "please stay" I was about to break he walked back in the house and closed the door I couldn't hold any longer so I just hugged him and started crying on his shoulder he rubbed my back in order to calm me down I cried out all my pain that I have been carrying for so long I was tiered of dealing with it alone to be a teenager and have all this drama loosing  someone whom you loved so much and then all this thing with my dad and his new girlfriend was just too much at a time.

"let's go to the living room okay" he said and I just nodded "so tell me everything" he said after handing me a bottle of water. We were sitting on the couch facing each other my eyes were red from crying "I am tiered" I said "I am tiered of dealing with things alone you know I don't know the last time I sat with someone like this and cried I am scared of showing this side of me I don't wanna show people that I am week I don't want to show them how mentally fucked I am... I lost my mother last year she had a heart attack I was the one there I was there to see it all the ambulance the horrible weather  the screaming and the her  lifeless body my father came next day after the weather was clear she was the one person I loved and use to share all my things with she was my everything my caretaker, my stylist, my doctor, my chef, my best friend even my father sometimes as my father would always be busy with his work as business trips she was my world she is still my world I love her so much I was angry because my father who was never there but I was happy that I had a mother like her but then one night everything changed I felt like I lost my everything then my father and I moved here he thought it will help me get over it fast but it didn't the only time I am happy is when I am with you guys" I took a pause and I saw Harold had tears which were falling down his cheeks "look that's why never tell anyone anything" I said wiping my own tears "you are not week Alexis believe me you are the strongest I mean even after all this you are always smiling like nothing is wrong I don't have words. Crying never makes anyone look week okay and from now let's make a pact you tell me everything that happens in your life and I will tell you everything that happens in my life from now no more secrets between us." I just nodded and smiled "come here" he said opening his arms I too went in for the hug we stayed like that for a couple of minutes and then he kissed my forehead "now don't cry missy""so that's what you are calling me now""you call me Harold I call you missy it's our thing now""okay Harold" I said with a smile on my face "now go and study you have a test tomorrow I want good marks""but..""no buts I'll be fine and we can hang out tomorrow after your test""okay" he said and got up I followed him and then he left I went to my room and lied on the bed feeling really good it felt like a weight was off my chest.

The next couple of days went with me and Harold hanging out after the school as we shared ever thing with each other now and I really came to knew Louis as we did a project together he and El were so cute together and took care of each other El even invited me to dinner with Louis as that day we lost the track of time while working but when I saw them I always thought  if I will ever have someone like that to create memories with I imagined someone before but now the spot was empty even in my imagination. I hadn't talk to Niall for a week now and I was okay with it but it was awkward when we sat together for lunch but I managed not to look at him. Madison and he did there usual make out session in front of everyone and made everyone uncomfortable.

"I want you too meet someone" my dad said breaking the silence "who?" I asked "Erica" he said and my blood boiled with anger Erica was his girlfriend she worked with him I never really met her at that time but heard a lot about her "why?" I asked trying not to scream "cause it's been a while and I think it's time they are coming on dinner tomorrow I want you to be nice to her""what do you mean they?""Erica and her daughter""okay" I got up from my chair took my plate and kept it in the sink "you're done""yeah I am not really not hungry" I went to my room and to lie down and soon slept. I knew tomorrow would be a long day.

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-BYE