Lost Paradise [Ongoing Book 2]

Three

When the class bell rang I got up "psst, angel" looking towards my class door I saw Feng and Vin leaning in. Walking to the two I moved out into the hall "You brought vin?" "Mary left him, she wanted to get her squishing on jace's ears before he gets in a bad mood" "ah..." I took a deep breath "okay" taking my backpack I took out the resignation slip. I tightened my backpack strap walking the path to the Arch room I know Vasco had a tendency to hang out in until lunch bell rang signaling everyone should be heading or be in the cafeteria. When did you last worry because I was hurt? Come running because you thought I needed help? When did you last listen to the words I've asked you during texting? When did you last look at me as if I were amazing and give me something? Hug me? Hold me? Confide in me?  When did you last show me the naïve, outgoing, romantic and beautiful you I fell for? All of these were too long for him and I should just put it to something he knew, he knew food. Opening the door to the classroom as it cleared out of students and very few Burn Knuckles members filed in.

 Vasco was sketching in his notebook, Jace being annoyed by Mary squishing his ears behind him, Mary saw me enter and stopped. She gave a small nod moving past me outside the door leaning beside Vin and Feng to eavesdrop, I could feel my heart pump, each thump I heard in my ear drums as I neared his desk. I could see he was writing, in slightly sloppy hand writing, Four Major Crews. Seriously, he's obsessed "Vasco can we talk?" I asked politely. Jace looked at me, I gave him a glance only looking back to Vascos head. Jace heard me, meaning he's ignoring me again "Vasco...Vasco" at least this would make it slightly easier. Knocking on his desk he looked up seeing me, his deep chocolate eyes that I could feel suck me in, I shook my head "Angel..." I didn't know if it was too much to want him to call me the nicknames he's made me, but now it shouldn't matter "We're done" 

His eyes looked puzzled "Our relationship, or what ever this is. Is over-" His eyes widened in shock, I could see his mouth open to speak but I wanted to get the pressure off my chest "-You've ignored me, ever since thanksgiving. You don't respond to my texts. You don't acknowledge my presence. You're very much focused on these-" tapping the notebook he glanced down "-Than us, which I will respect. Put your full heart towards this goal of yours, cause with how you've treated me for the past weeks? Month? It's clearly something that in your heart more than I am" 

He stood from his seat becoming taller than me instantly. I stood at five feet six inches, and he was five feet nine inches. Three inches taller made him much more intimidating. But I stood my ground, fighting and standing up to Gun? I'd take standing up to vasco any day "Finally, there is this" I placed my resignation on the table. He's seen it before, took it, opened it looking at the paper then to me "No." he tore the paper down the middle staring at me his eyes swirling "Go ahead and tear it, I've already turned my paper into the teacher this morning and am no longer apart of the architecture department'" There was small hint venom in my tone "-send my goodbyes to the boys" he reached gripping my wrist.

 Before I wouldn't have been able to yank myself free yet now, with a quick stern tug, my hand was free by my side "Don't start changing your attitude now, that doesn't change you ignoring me when I was yours" "You are mine" his eyes gave a dangerous look that didn't send bad chills, but more primal shivers up my spine. 

My mind went blank, I needed to leave "You had me, but I've evolved" I could feel my face burn with embarrassment of saying the only things that came to my mind which was the Title of the album I made with Feng. It only made my feet move more fast.

 Shutting the door I had a fast pace walk to the lunchroom "Did you really say the album title?" "sh-shut up my mind went blank and thats all I could say" Feng linked her arm with mine and I could feel mary pat my shoulder "Then is the last song...about" mary pointed towards both of us. My face heated up More Than A Friend song by GIRLI we did a cover of because one night I did get drunk saying how much I'd totally date Feng "Yeah!" Feng smiled wrapping an arm my neck "i-it was a joke" "but the intentions were true, Im gay and you're halfway there" I rolled my eyes, yeah, I very much would like to kiss her just to taste her lips, taste the taste of many other girls here as well.

 Clearing my throat we took up our trays sitting down with the three, Vin began going on a rant about my type of men are trash "You really only choose really pathetic ones-" I could feel the glare of the burn knuckles from three tables away "-seriously out of all the guys here you choose one who cries on the teacups" I took a sip of my apple juice setting it down "I like you, is that terrible taste?" he was mid-drink of his soda and he spit back in the container, the cafeteria went silent only except Vins coughing and Mary hitting the back of his bed "Really?" Feng asked as if she'd get in good drama.

 I shrugged "He shut up didn't he?" I calmly took a sip of my apple juice and Mary began to laugh. Once Vin stopped coughing he quickly regained his bad boy persona taking up my chin "I can see your taste has already changed for the best if you like me-" I cut him off turning in my seat cupping his cheeks "Oh really~" I purred seeing his eyebrows rose in surprise, Leaning forward he leaned back against Mary "Should I prove my feelings through something more fun~" I traced my hand over his shirt from his hidden six pack to his pecks resting on his shoulder, this time I was basically leaning over him as he leaned nearly over on the seats "y-you" "shhh" I covered his lips with a finger then reaching up I cupped marys face pulling her into a kiss. The cafeteria erupted in screams. Not bad screams. Hormone riled screams, Fengs being one of the most excited ones to be heard  I pulled away looking at Marys face "Your lips would be much softer than Vins" something devilish came over her features, inviting "Itadakimasu" I said in Japanese "You watch too much anime recently Angel.....Douzo meshiagare~" she responded back in the same Japanese. Vin was trapped underneath me and against Mary as I straddled Vins lap leaning pressing my chest against him my lips against Marys' who tasted like cherries "That's so hot!" Feng screeched fainting backwards.

So this was the freedom of being single, it felt hallow not kissing Vasco, but this was not bad at all. I think I wanna play around.