Chapter 4 (I regret it)

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Forth's pov,

My body felt very uncomfortable and out of sorts. Combined with that, I'm having a blasting headache. Overall, I feel miserable.

My body feeling cold and hot at the same time and it was painful everywhere hurt, especially my backside was on fire. Even a little movement caused the pain to aggravate inside my buttocks.

What was wrong with me? And then everything that happened last night flashes in my mind how I thought I'm going to fuck beam but end up gets fucked  I could feel my heart beating over time I get fucked by beam, sure it hurts like hell but a part of my heart is warm. I  heard a voice slowly opened my eyes and saw the man of my dream before me Beam he is talking to someone on phone after hearing a little bit of his conversation I think it is pha on the other side. He turns towards me.

Beam: You woke up? 

He sounds worried, he must be scared after what he has done to me last night, I fuck many boys and girls rough, now I think Is they all feel like this after I fuck them hard and rough. Probably no they feel sore, yes but not this my whole body hurts like hell, I can say he is a monster in bed he didn't fuck me. he destroyed my Ass for good. I gave him a cold stare he gulped.

Beam: Looks like you are awake.

He looked guilty, Is this heartless bastard regretful about last night. I gave him my ass virginity is it not enough for him. I wanted to sit up and kick and punch his pretty face, but alas with this weakness, even though my anger gave strength to my mind, my body could not overtake my mind. I never in my 19 years of life thought I could be in receiving end but today I gave him my virgin ass but he is regretting it, who Am I kidding he is Beam the Casanova. Sure I'm not enough for him he just wants to experiment on me is he like to do with boys or not.

Beam: Do you want to drink or eat something?

Forth: Fuck off.

Beam: Forth I know you are mad at me, And you have every right to get mad I did this to you, If you want you can beat me kick me or punch me, but you are weak now you have to gain your strength back to beat the shit out of me, So please eat something. ( Is he showing pity to me, why  the fuck he sounds like he raped me even though the sex was rough and hard I gave my consent,  And I'm not one of his princesses that he need to take care of)

Forth: I'm not one of your girl's beam, I can take care of myself And I don't need your pity.

Beam: I know forth you are not one of my princesses, and I know you can take care of yourself and I don't pity you forth, But- (I cut him off)

Forth: But What? What you regret it and you feel ashamed of last night Didn't you, You The Great Beam Baramee casanova of the university fucked a guy, Or you are worried this could damage your reputation isn't it. Don't worry beam I'm not going to tell someone about this you can be in your regular self, Wait or you just want to take responsibility for fucked me till I faint, if you feel guilty then you don't have to if I won the bet I could do the same to you are worse( Who am I kidding I can't do this or even worse than this ), so leave me alone. (I said in a single breath, he look frozen

Beam: The Fuck Forth( he sounds angry& Disappointment) Yeah you are right I regret it and I'm afraid and yeah I feel responsible too ( I know how he feels about this, but hearing from himself feels as someone stabbed me in my heart I lowered my head and closed my eyes to avoid my tears) But not for the reason you said, I regret it because I lost my control last night it never happen before, but I don't regret what I did, I regret the way I did and  I'm afraid not for my reputation but for yours, You the alpha of engineering wolves pack got fucked did you know what would happen if anyone finds about this you could lose you reputation. I feel I have to take responsibility as a friend to take care of a sick friend not because I fucked you. So please don't make this hard for me.

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