^#*[ KILLUGON/GONKILLU ONE-SHOTS] ^#*

K̶i̶l̶l̶u̶a̶'̶s̶ ̶T̶r̶u̶a̶m̶a̶ ̶A̶n̶d̶ ̶P̶T̶S̶D̶

(Alright I'm fucking back)

(Third Person POV) FLUFF

3:30 Am...

Gon awoke to rapid movement beside him, he didn't think much of it until he heared sniffling mere seconds later.

It was Killua

Gon sat up hesitantly and turned to his side, facing Killua.
   Killua layed shaking, sweating profusley. He flashed a terrified facial expression and began to pant like he had ben running.

Gon was now far too worried to put it off as a regular nightmare, it's not like it hadn't happened before.

It just hadn't happened since the beginning of last month.

Gon rested his hand on Killua's cheek and gently caressed it, this usually calmed him enough for Gon to get close enough to comfort him.

Killua got usually got physical when his dreams felt real, last time he ended up scratching Gon on his shoulder.

And he wouldn't stop apologizing like he'd done it intentionally, Gon always reminded him that it was never his fault.
   That he would never even think of leaving him.

-------After About 20 Seconds-------

Gon gently shook his best friend awake and hugged him by his waist. Killua's eyes shot open in panic until he realized it was only Gon.

Killua had to admit, he'd probably be dead without Gon. Killua hadn't valued his life and probably would've taken it if he had never met Gon in the first place.

Gon knew this so he made sure to remind Killua everyday how much he meant to him, but only as a best friend.

Killua hated that, he hated how he'd only ever be a best friend to Gon. And it honestly made his anxiety worse, but Gon didn't need to know that.

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Killua awoke to see Gon's face in the crook of his neck, Gon knew doing this put Killua back into his calm mindset.
  It made Killua feel loved when he did this.

Gon raised his head to meet Killua's eyes, they sat in comfortable silence, their eyes still locked onto eachother.

Killua lightly smiled and Gon sent him his signature ear-splitting smile in return.

Gon's mere existance makes Killua feel so loved and cherished. No one else had to care about him, as long as Gon did.

Gon let go of Killua's waist and climed out of bed to Killua's suprise, he then grabbed his hand and lifted him out of bed aswell.

"Gon? What are you doing?", Killua questioned. Still rather tired but not tired enough to sleep after that nightmare.

Gon only smiled and said, " We're going to go get some ice cream, to make you feel better."

Killua only blinked at him, "...HAAAH?!" Killua practically yelled.

"We're going to get ice cream, so get you're shoes on." Gon replied, his smile slightly bigger.

Killua sighed a little annoyed, but he did really want ice cream so he didn't really complain.

3:50 Am

Gon held Killua's hand, to his reluctance, as they walked down to the 24-hour running ice cream parlor down the street from their apartment.

Killua buried his face in his scarf, to conceal his crimson red blush.

The last thing he wanted was for Gon to notice, as much as he wanted to be more than friends; he couldn't bring himself to risk ruining what kept him           living for so long.

He just couldn't do it

They reached the parlor around 3:55 and placed their orders in, and sat outside admiring the stars while they waited.

"uuuh, order 42! A Vanilla Creme Cone with whip cream and a plain chocolate parfee!", the waitress called. Gon got up and walked over to the front counter ad collected thier orders.

Outside he handed Killua his chocolate parfee and gestured for him to follow.

Killua hesitantly agreed after a moment of thought, his heart was racing, not much in anticipation. But because he thought they were just getting ice     cream, it turns out Gon has more in mind.

Killua followed close behind Gon, eventually joining him at his side.

Then Gon stopped abruptly and turned to Killua, Killua hadn't noticed they had walked into the wood behind the apartment complex.

Gon told Killua to close his eyes, hinting that this was a suprise. Now Killua was filled with anticipation, they had finished their ice cream while walking and now Killua was in for another suprise.

^---------------------^

Killua slowly closed his eyes and felt an arm wrap around his waist, and a hand land on his wrist.

Gon slowly guided Killua's hand to the tree nearest to the lake, and guided his fingers across the carvings on it.

Killua's eyes fluttered open to get a visual on what he his fingers had felt, it was writing.

"....G..x....K..." Killua slowly turned towards Gon, Gon flashed Killua a small smile, his face peppered with blush.

Killua understood, it felt as if the weight of his anxiety just lifted, he felt like he could breath.

He was able to breath as if he had held his breath his entire life, it was an amazing feeling.

Once Killua had processed the situation, he blushed a new shade of red.

Gon chuckled and pecked his cheek, Killua blinked and pulled him into a blissful hug.

He shoved his face into the crook of Gon's neck, Gon kissed his forehead and whispered into his ear.

"I was going to tell you tomorrow, but I think you needed it now more than ever."

Killua lifted his head, and softly smiled. He gave Gon a passionate kiss, "You're right, I really did need this."

Killua and Gon stayed hugging in comfortable silence, and then walked back to the apartment complex, holding hands the whole way.

Sequel?

(Well there we have it, some fluffly Killugon shit. I finally found some somewhat inspiration so I hope you enjoyed it.)