A Long Journer

About the Past

Five days.
It's been five days.
It feels like it's been years.
Everything happened so fast.
And it's all my fault.
It's my fault their dead.
My fault she killed them.
If I hadn't been born,
None of this would've happened.
They would still be alive.
She would have left them alone.
Kamia.
Dad.
Mom.
Why, why, why.
Why did she do it.
She hurt her own sister.
Her niece.
And brother in law.
And for what?
So I would be her son?
After she killed my mom right in front of me?
How naive does she think I am.
She killed my family.
That's something that never be forgotten,
Nor forgiven.
The cops arrived just after she killed my mom.
But they didn't take me.
I hid in a cupboard in my bedroom.
Someplace that no one knew about.
I knew that they'd take me away if they found me.
But I couldn't bear being parted with my home.
I'd already lost my family,
I couldn't lose this to.
I grew up here,
It's been my home sense the day me and kamia were taken home from the hospital.
Kamia,
My twin sister,
The only person who ever truly understood me.
You'd think that my au-
No.
Elizabeth,
Would have left her alone.
But no.
Even if your only 4.
You've gotta go to.
I think I'm the only one in my family people actually remember.
Probably because I was reported missing on almost every news channel in Japan...
Yea,
Every channel.
Little extreme for a 4 year old don't ya think?
Turns out my parents owned a pretty big business.
And neither me nor my sister knew.
I guess people are looking for me because they think I'll take over some day.
I guess one day I might,
But for now I need to figure out how I'm gonna survive on my own.
I've managed for myself so far.
But what happens when I run out of food?
I won't have to deal with paying bills sense my house is deemed 'non-suitable for living' now.
Guess that makes things easier.
But I still have to worry about food.
And to get food I need money.
And to get money I'd need a job.
Again,
No one is gonna hire a 4 year old.
I guess I'll just have to worry about it when the time comes.
For now I should be okay,
Sense I haven't actually used a lot of our food.
I've already set up a routine for myself.
Wake up at 5am,
have a quick shower,
change into outfit picked out yesterday,
relax for awhile,
eat breakfast of oatmeal an orange and milk at 5:30,
clean house (usually takes around 2-3 hours),
read for 15 minutes,
join online class,
lunch at 11:30,
read for an hour (often turns into 2),
do any assigned work from class,
go outside for 20 minutes,
supper at 5:20,
watch T.V for an hour,
read for whatever amount of time,
pick and outfit for tomorrow,
bedtime usually between 11pm-3am. Pretty packed tight schedule,
Honestly I still don't know how I got into online classes.
Me and Kamia are both fairly smart for our age,
We're no child prodigy's,
But we both can do grade 2 level work.
And we should've only been starting school next year.
Kamia...
It always comes back to Kamia..
She was my best friend,
She's good at everything.
She managed to befriend some of the 7 year olds that we were in class with.
She introduced me to my 'first friend'.
Touya Todoroki..
Only figures,
She managed to get the son of a pro hero to like her.
And somehow to like me as well.
I wonder how he's doing...
If I were him I'd be glad that I'm gone.
But that doesn't matter now.
Right now I need to focus on my book.
It's almost midnight,
And I still haven't picked out my outfit for tomorrow.
Guess I should do that now.
Silently I close my book and place it on my bedside table.
Well,
My parents bedside table.
I haven't slept in my room sense my sisters death.
I haven't been able to get the image of her body,
Torn to bits on the road,
Out of my mind.
I probably could have saved her.
But I was to in shock to do anything.
I barely managed to call 911.
There was no way I could use my quirk on her without something going wrong.
Laying back in bed I tried to get her image out of my head.
Besides,
There's nothing I can do to change the past.
All I can do,
Is wait.

-Hope you enjoyed this chapter!! Next chapter will hopefully be out soon! Hope to see you all there!! ~Merry-