Best friend i think I'm in love with you

      prologue:

"Alexus, honey I'm sorry... please..." 

"Ethan, your not sorry. come on now, you weren't sorry five minutes ago,

You weren't sorry when I caught you the first time. You're never sorry, so just leave me alone." I yell at him as I turn to leave

"Please...just wait?" I turn because he seemed unsure of himself,

"What is it Ethan? What more could you possibly have to say to me

that will make me stay? Huh, tell me!" I yell desperately, because I want him to have a reason for me to stay, but then again I don't because, I might just come crawling back to him and that is not an option for me right now. "Ethan?" He opens his mouth to speak, but he doesn't say a word, I wait for a fraction of a second longer before I turn again.

"Alex, wait don't go! what will it take for me to convince you to stay?" he looks at me with such a tortuous look, it's a look that melts my heart and tries to convince me to stay. I turn again.. look at him and smile a small smile, as a tear slips down my face. I don't bother to wipe it off, there's no reason to hide my pain from him anymore, I want him to see what he's putting me through.

"What would you do to convince me to stay?"  I look at him with a repressive look, a look that says it doesn't matter that he hurt me, that his betrayal didn't cut me deep. But that's a lie, he did hurt me, he did cut me deep. I don't see why I still try to keep it together, I don't see why I'm still here. I guess I'm still waiting on him to tell me it was a mistake, that she came on to him and not the other way around.

"I.... I still love you Alex, isn't that enough for you? isn't it enough to make you stay? It's not to late to fix this, if you apologise. I'll take you back. I'll act like nothing happened, like you didn't go all psycho emotional on me when you walked in. please just say sorry and we'll be okay again." He looks at me with a cocky grin, like he already won. But he hasn't, I won't allow him to do this to me again, never again.

"That's where your wrong Ethan, I don't believe I should be the one to apologise, I'm not the one that went behind my back and slept with my best friend. I'm not the one who continued kissing her while I was in the room, even after you saw me. I am not the one that did that. You are, where is my apology? Where is it?" He gives me a look of shock that I will remember for the rest of my life, that's the second time in one night that I've made him speechless just with my words.

I turn towards the door for the last time, and say "It's to late, I don't care about you anymore I've found some one new." and then I walk out. 

                          Chapter 1  6months later

"Alexus! I have big news, get your gorgeous ass out here." Emmaiylee yells as she steps into my room, scaring me and making me spill my coffee down my shirt. Interrupting my pity party, I jump up and scream bloody murder as she watches me with a surprised look on her face. she rushes over and tries to help but ends up making it worse. "Oh my gosh, Alex are you okay? I'm so so so sorry, please be okay. Don't die on me Alex, please don't die!"

I pull the wet and sticky shirt up over my head to assess the damage, besides a giant red spot and second degree burns I'm okay. "Ouch, what the hell is so important that you have to try and kill me?" I say surprisingly calm, it takes her a minute to realise that I'm not gonna blow a gasket. "Oh, I was just gonna tell you that I got the part!" It takes me a few before I register what she said

"You got the part?" I look at her and she nods.. burns forgotten and I run and hug her, squeezing her against my chest. we squeal and I let her go to put a shirt on, when I have on my shirt I turn again. "I knew you would, your the best after all."  She smiles and hugs me again