The Party part 1

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*****Tara's P.O.V.*****

"Sir it is an honor to be here in your presence! I have dream about this my whole life." I say honestly surprised.

"Tara I am more than God to you and Ricky, who promised me he wouldn't tell you. I am your father." He says happily. "I promised Kian he could become an angel if he brought you to me so I could see my little girl again. And if Courtney protected Kian she wouldn't lose her wings."

I turn to Kian looking him dead in those big brown eyes thinking,
'Now that's a real man.'

"Kian are you sure you don't want me to forgive you?" I ask him.

"I do want you to forgive me but if you don't want to could we at least still be friends?" He inquires.

"I-I...." 'I wanna be more than friends' is what I want to say but I can't. He tore me apart like 20 minutes ago. It hurt and I don't think I can forgive him. "I'm willing to be your friend but no more than that." Is what I end up saying and I watch as every ounce of hope and happiness and love drain out of his eyes. He has no emotions right now. "Kian are you okay?" I ask him snapping him out of whatever trance he was just in.

"Huh, oh, um, yeah I'm fine." He says, then he walks out. Hmm, what was that?

*****Kian's P.O.V.*****

Tara says she wants to be just friends and all I see are flashbacks of all the times she has said this to me. Every time I tried getting a date with her and it always ended like this.

"Kian are you okay?" She asks. 'No do I look like I'm okay." But instead of saying this I say, "Huh, oh, um, yeah I'm fine." And then I walk out of the door hoping she doesn't see I'm on the verge of tears.

I fly down to Sam's house and once I'm in I see all of the guys and I lose it. Hot tears roll down my face and their's too.

We end up in a group hug, all of us except Ricky who just sits there crying. When us 5 break our hug I walk over to Ricky and hug him longer than the rest. I think everything that we just went through has made us closer. I know we're guys but even we get emotional sometimes.

"So am I forgiven for killing you?" Ricky laughs.

"Yeah am I forgiven too?" I ask hoping for a good answer.

"Yeah yo-" he starts but get quickly cut off.

"Kian Lawley!" Tara yells throwing her arms around me. I hold her knowing this may be the last time I do. Tears are still coming out of my eyes.

"I love you so much!" I whisper to her. I know she won't say it back, but she deserves to know it.

"I know and you know I can't Kian." She says breaking my heart just a little more.

I kiss her on the cheek and without looking at her, I walk away.

•••••8pm the next day•••••

*****Tara's P.O.V.*****
Trevor and Ashley finally finished writing and teaching Leah her song so now the party is on! I still miss Kian and my heart still breaks at the thought of him but each day I get a little bit stronger. Come to think about it, no one but Sam has heard from Kian.

"Hey Sam." I yell while doing my hair. It's going to be curled perfectly.

"Yes my princess!" He says making me giggle.

"Do you know if Kian's coming to the party tonight?" I ask.

"Actually he isn't." He says. What!? "He said seeing how beautiful you will most likely look would break his heart even more than it already is."

"Oh, of course he said that." I say quietly now starting to regret my decision. "Okay bye Sam."

"Bye T," he says walking out. I start crying because I know how stupid I was. I still love Kian and I still want to be with him. I know now that I can forgive him and forget everything. But can he forgive me.

Leah walks in and looks worried.

"Love bug crawl back up and bite cha?" She asks confidently knowing she's right and all I can do is nod my head yes.

"Why don't we sing the song together. Or you can sing it and I'll apologize to Sam another way. Then again I like the second one so I'm going to find your little dumbass 'boyfriend' and bring him here." She says and walks out.

With that said I had 2 choices, get ready to sing the song for Kian, or sit in here and cry.

I begin getting ready.

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