Our Secret Place.

Monday Morning !

Anthony's p.o.v.

"Katie you need to get up. We have to leave in 20 minutes !"
I hear my mom yell at me and I finally decide to get up. Monday mornings are always rough. My new medications have been kicking me in the ass. So I woke up and checked my phone.
"No messages. Ofc" I mumble and sighed and let a tear slip down my cheek. I pushed myself up off my bed and look around my room. I see a pair of clean holy pants so I get up and put those on. After my pants I put on a tight black tank top and a red and black flannel. My mom doesn't know im gender-fluid so ofc she calls me by my dead name. Katie. Katie is my dead name and I absolutely hate it. I love the name Anthony because it feels so much like mee. Once all my clothes are on I grab my hair brush and brush my hair. I decided to put it into tight braids today. I did my make up which consists of light eye shadow, mascara, blush and eye liner.
"Katie lets go !!" I hear my mom yell again and I sigh. I go into her room and grab mee a mtn. Dew and some goldfish . (My absolute favorite.) then I head down and get into our dodge 2015.

   "You need to try and talk to your therapist .. uhm .. fuck what's her name ?" My mom stated, starting the car.
   "Amy mom, her name is Amy. And she's always busy. She has other clients." I looked at her with a serious look.
    "I don't fucking care. I'm worried about you. Not everyone else that goes there." My mom was practically yelling.
     I sighed. "Ok mom I'll try." I said while looking at my phone trying to drown out the noise of everything else.

    After sitting in the car for what felt like years Morgan finally pulled up. I told my mom that I love her and I'll see her later. Getting out of our truck I got into the van and smiled at Morgan.

     "Hey Morgan, how did you sleep ?" I asked setting my bag down by my feet.
     "I slept good, how'd you sleep Anthony ?" She asked so politely and soft.
      "I slept good, my mom was yelling at me this morning and wants Amy to talk to me as soon as possible." I yawned putting my seatbelt on.
      "Already ? It's only your 4th day and she's already rushing you to talk to her ?" Morgan looked annoyed with this fact and started driving to pick up the other kids.
      "Yes already. My mom is a lot to handle." I accidentally let a tear slip.
      "Hey don't cry, I know it's hard but I'm here for you." She smiled so sweet and made me feel like I belong.
      "Thank you Morgan." I looked at her and smiled.
    The rest of the ride was super quite, I didn't have much energy to talk. Once we got there I said goodbye to her and headed on inside. The day at dbt went super fast which I'm glad. I didn't get to talk to Amy one on one but she said first thing tomorrow we will talk. Which honestly helped me a lot. I chatted softly with the people there and did my school work. It finally came 3:00 pm. Time to go. I packed up all my things and got in the van.
    "Hi Anthony, did you have a good day ?" Morgan stated while waiting for the other kids.
    "Yeah it was alright. I talked with John, Caleb and Silvia a little bit. I'm lowkey starting to like Silvia." I said while putting my bag next to the trash can.
"Oohh spill the beans, now you got me interested." Morgan said driving to get the little kids.
"I don't know she's just really pretty and super friendly. We've got a good connection and I wanna try to see if this one will work out." I said looking at my phone.
"I say go for it. I believe you got this." Morgan said parking.
"well thank you." I giggled and laid my head on the window. I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to Morgan letting me know she's at my stop. I got out of the van and into my truck again, falling asleep. Mondays are rough man. Once I get home I do my daily chores and help my mom with dinner. Once dinner is done I clean up, take a shower, take my medication and then finally go to sleep.