Ashton x Charlotte

Home again

How was the last chapter? Well hope you like this one thx.
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(Charlotte POV )

Today is the day we leave. And Gabriel is aloud out of his box. When I wake up our stuff is packed and I rush over to Gabriel. Picking him up gives me hope for the better. But he has not gained but 2 pounds, but Noa has gained 4. And only in 2 weeks. They are doing much better than the doctor said they would. He said they may both be under weight and need medical help. Thankfully they were for the most part healthy.

When we packed up the car I saw Ashton talking to one one the doctors. He looked very sad but happy. It was strange. "Honey, what were you talking to the doctor about?"asked quietly. I dont want him to lie about it so if I am calm maybe he won't.

"Nothing much. Just making sure everything was okay." He looked at me as if he was scared. But what about?

"Ad what did he say?" I looked at his eyes hopeful. And he just said that eerything ia okay.

On the way home we called Beth, I felt bad abput living the girls with her. So we checked on them. And beth said that everythig was fine. And that Alex was at a friends house. So we drove home every 5 seconds Ashton would look behind us to check on the babies. He looked at me with large sad eyes and said "Kitty, are you sure about this?"

"About what?" I say slightly confused. What is he talking about?

He then pointed to him self and said "About me, the girls and well..."he stoped " I just think that maybe I won't be the best father or husband." I wanted to cry. Why would he think that?

"C'mon you know I love you, you great with kids, and why do you think any of that?" He is perfect and I am lucky enough to have hime. So why would he not be good enough? We were at a stoplight when I kissed him on the check and said "If you have anything bothering you just tell me and I will make it better!"