The fallen Deku

Chapter 12

"Izuku was our third soulmate." Kirishima and Kaminari mumbled while looking at the dead body.

Everyone stop crying and looks at them.

"W-what?" They all asked in unison.

Is it crazy to fall in love with someone, who is your soulmate and you're late to know that it was him and he was dead?

They lift Izuku sleeves and found two black lines on his wrist, making them tear up again.

Kaminari was the first one who broke and cover his face, using his hands, he laughs maniacally. His world became upside down when they watch his death. He died in front of them, they were too late to know the truth, and behind of his suffering.

"Fuck! We will accept you! Even he touch you!" Kaminari pointed out as the tears spring to his eyes as he laugh, towards the cold body.

He held Izuku hands, trying to find the warmth but everything is cold. He was cold and cannot be warm again.

Kirishima just stood there, frozen, while crying silently, even Bakugo was looking at Izuku blankly.

Bakugo should know it, he should've saved him as Izuku does to him always, he didn't save him even once! Even in the minutes of him closing his eyes, he seeks the emerald orb eyes that staring at him every time, every move, the mutters that he didn't know he was doing, he will miss everything to him.

He will never be a Pro-hero like he used to dream of, he gives it up because he was dead! He's dead and he can't come back! It was painful to watch him saying his last words in front of them, telling them to be the best Pro-hero but how they will do it when the bright person loses his brightness? When that person who smiles at them is dead? How can they accept someone who died, in front of them?

Recovery came and look for a pulse but there's nothing, they took Izuku cold bloody with Aizawa, they were just watching everything with a blank face.

Kirishima rushes to Izuku rooms, and when he entered the room he saw 19 white envelopes on his table, the room is completely plain, with no poster of heroes, he had a bag on the floor and it was open, revealing all might clothes, the only picture in the desk was her mom and him smiling so brightly.

He finds his name through the envelopes and he found Kaminari and Kirishima.

He brought every envelope and give it to respective names, Bakugo was holding the envelope so tightly.

He bent down in front of Kaminari and shows the envelope to him, Kaminari only nod.

He start opening the envelope and the first thing he saw was a dried black dahlia flower that means betrayal.

He took the letter out in the envelope and he started reading it, everyone watch him, not opening their envelopes.

Dear: Kirishima-Kun and Kaminari-Kun.

I know that if you see this envelope, it means that I am already dead. First of all, I want to say sorry for not saying that I am your soulmate, I want to tell you guys actually but I can't, because every time I walk closer to both of you, the far away you get. The touch of him is chaining me and killing me every time. I remember how he touches me in my body, how he makes me scream in help. It was betrayal because he was the one I trusted the most but he do it, breaking the trust he earn from me. It was too painful for me to stare at my mom's death, suffering from my own. I watch them shoving my Mom's dead body in the graveyard, I wanted to scream and keeps thinking that someone might help me this time but no one. No one notices my suffering, because I was still smiling, not until I show you guys some hints.  I lose hope from heroes, I lose hope for everyone, I break every trust that I have for someone. I was so scared that if I tell you that he Raped me, you will be disappointed and I don't want to see that in both of your eyes. I watch you far away, watching the happy smiles you both make but I knew it was hard for me to smile when I imagined being with you all the time, I keep thinking that 'what if I didn't experience that, would everything change?' I was crying every single time, drinking only water every day, because I didn't seek food anymore, I felt sorry for both of you because you didn't know that it was me all the time but I doesn't want to drown in the middle of the sea, being alone. I want to change that and I'm happy that my death is from soulmates' things that still had bonded us even it's last time.

Second of all, I want all of you to rid me out of your mind and save people like you dream of, that was my dream before so please achieve it for me, kay? It was just my wish because I want to watch all of you being successful heroes and making people safe and smile so that nothing will happen like the things that happen to me.

Third of all, Please take care of Shigaraki, he will be out of jail after graduation so, please live with him as the memories of me. Please make him a normal citizen and make him happy this time.

And lastly, I love you so much, don't love me anymore, kay? Please, don't make me stay in your heart because I am dead now, please take care of each other, and make yourself smiles. IF I CAN ONLY LIVE IN ANOTHER LIFE THAT THIS THING DIDN'T HAPPEN TO ME, I WOULD LOVE YOU BOTH AND STAY WITH YOU, AND I HOPE THAT I WILL BE IN ANOTHER TIME WHERE EVERYTHING IS FINE AND I CAN BOTH LOVE YOU, THAT IT WAS THE RIGHT TIME TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN. I LOVE YOU BOTH!

Love, Izuku Midoriya.

Kirishima eyes shut off as the tears sprung to his eyes, everyone was starting to sob so loudly as the last words came out of his mouth. Izuku asked him to stop loving him? It was impossible! We will love him every single day! How can we forget him when every memory we see is him!?

"Like what Izuku says, let's be a hero who saves peoples, making them safe and smile so that history may not repeat itself," Iida says, as the tears still coming out to his eyes.

Everyone starts mourning his death. Everyone will remember him as the greatest hero who saves them.

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I will never put Bakugo letters arghhh!!!

This should be the epilogue but guess what!? My mind plot again so there's a plot twist that will happen so soon~~~~

Thank you for making me cry, Izuku.