In life, I was always told that the world was made out of two kind of people : stupid people and smart ones -that was when I was home schooled.I was never allowed to play with other kids.My father thought it was a way to distract me from my education, speaking of him,he is the person who had the brilliant idea of me being home schooled .That was before my biological mother died the reason that she died was because she commuted suicide ,after my identical twin sister's death,she died of a hearth deacease which doctors couldn't find a antidote to.After they both died my father was never the same man. Samantha(my twin)had and was always my mother's favourite anything she wanted she brought for Samantha,my mother said she took better care of her body than I did,she said she had a better fashion sense than I had and so on.In addition to this,my father had divorced her shortly before this event took place. After she found out Samantha had died she went crazy,she talked to herself for over 3 hours saying it was all her fault later on she drank strong alcohol and finally killed herself.It all happened in front of me;Since that night,I question myself ,why?Why didn't I do anything?Was the reason she died all my fault?I think about it day and night,from all different kind of angles,but I can't seem to find an answer.
Me,I'm not asking for much,I just want to study so I can become a good doctor so that nobody can ever end up like my twin sister.My step-mother was the person that talked my father into letting me go in a public school .I detest my step-mother I haven't got a clue what my father saw in her,although I will never say this to her I think she is just a replacement for my real mother .I won't ever try an make a conversation with her.Moving on, at school I don't have any friends,the reason might be because I have pink hair and that I am smart. That was one of the most important things my home school tutor told me was that, the world is made out of two kinds of people stupid ones and smart ones.The school which I go in is intitled Konoha Private High ;I personally think that private schools shouldn't exist ,it's just a way to say to people "your not welcome here because your not rich enough" or "your not welcome here because your not smart enough" but that is just my opinion.I like doing a few things like playing the piano,reading and studying.My birthday is on the 21st of May and I'm 15 years old,I'm a straight A student I love playing the piano,reading and studying I hate sports,History(the only subject I got 99.3%) and best friends I don't believe in best friends, they will one day betray you it happened to me with 2 girls named Yamanaka Ino and Uzumaki Karin that is one of the reasons I don't trust anyone.As for boys,well they are one of the most distracting things in high school and if your a girl maybe you'll understand the fact that men will get you pregnant and then abandone you or take you to wild parties where you'll end up drunk;these are just my thoughts.I hate guys that think they're too handsome for life who think that being popular is the only thing that matters but on the other hand,I kind of like guys who actually care about my feelings,who gives me his jacket when I'm cold,a guy that makes me feel special,a guy who makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world,a guy that makes me smile,laugh and blush.
As for my apperance well,I'm not going to lie and say I'm pretty because I know I'm not;I have:pink hair;emerald green eyes;freckles and normal sized theeth.Truth to be told,I'm not very tall,I'm approximately 5"1(when girls in my class are usually 5"4 or 5"5)I hang out alone.I've never been to a party so I wouldn't know what it's like.Students never actually talked to me that's why I like being alone,I guess I just got used to being isolated by everyone.To be honest,I'm kind of one of those emotionless people.Can I just say that,being short is horrible,you can't reach anything you can't jump very high,you have to look up at everything,I mean when I was in 6th grade every time I sat down on a chair, my feet were floating,I couldn't touch the floor.
