Accidentally [니키]

一

"Have you ever liked a guy in your life even in a short time?"

Mrs. Lee walked around her then stared at her for a long time then sigh because she knew herself her daughter won't answer her then..

"No, i never liked a boy or a guy in my whole life. i just want to play VALORANT and be with Sassi" i shortly said then snatched the ipad back. she looked at me woried and was about to say something.

"mom? can you please leave me alone for awhile? i want to be alone right now." i carefully said so i wont hurt her with my RUDE words.

"Sure, i will leave you alone for awhile but promise me to open up to me when you have a problem, okay?" Mom asked me  then left the room.

i sigh then asked myself "i wonder what my life looks like in the future? maybe it's still the same as right now." i sigh and closed my eyes "no one knows and i don't care" i continued still have my eyes closed.

a few miutes later

"why is it always like this?" i angrily opened my eyes then got up to bed and take my sleeping pills. 

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"Good Morning Heeshi!!" my bestfriend Jeon Sassi yelled then runned to me to give a hug, then all the students looked at us wierdly while Sassi is still hugging me, i took it a chance to warned  them.

"go back to your own business" i mouthed with a death glare. then they all run inside the school. i broke the hug.

"Good morning Sassi" i greeted her with a straight face after i broke the hug. then walked past her to attend my class. 

"Yah! wait for me!!" she yelled behind me making me smile a little bit at her childish behavour.

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"Good Morning, Class" Mr. Cha greeted us with a smile. then he took a love letter inside his bag?then one of my classmate raised his hand and asked "Mr. Cha, is that a love letter?" 

Mr.Cha then answered him "oh yes, it's a love letter. and its for someone in this class" then Mr.Cha averted his eyes on me and my classmates followed his direction making all my classmates look at me. 

i took off my airpods then asked with a cold face  "what do y'all want from me?" 

then Mr. Cha approached me then said "someone is having a crush to you" with a teasing tone while handing me the letter. 

"okay, then" i shortly said then take the letter from Mr. Cha's hand.

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after school i straightly go to my house then opened the letter.

"Lee Heeshi, 

even tho u kept rejecting my love letter's for you, i still wont give up and make you mine--" 

i got annoyed so i ripped the letter from who knows. i go downstairs to eat ice cream because it always makes me feel calm when i am annoyed. then suddenly my mom called me 

"Heenshi, its sudden but me and your father need to go Japan because of business. im so sorry sweetie" my mom apologized and since im in a good mood cuz duh i ate ice cream. 

"its okay mom, take care there-- and oh, don't forget to buy me a Bungeo-ppang"  i said with a small smile.  then hunged up the call. i didn't realize that Sassi into my house. then--

"AHHHHH!! OMFGG JAY!!! YOU'RE SO HANDSOMEE!!!" i got startled then i fell from the sofa after i realized what happend i gave her a glare then she said.

"O-oh haha-- hi, there hee." she nervously greeted me then gave me an ice cream to calm me down.

i sigh "what are you doing in here Sassi? and are you serious, screaming at 12am in the middle of the night?" i asked seriously  while looking at my watch. she sigh then patted beside her for me to sit. 

then...