𝗙𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗲 ❤︎

𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞?

TW- mention of sensitive topics

It was a Sunday morning a week after the breakdown in front of Debbie and Lou, I don't know what's happening but they make me feel something I've never felt before. I hate it

Lou: Hey are you okay? You've been acting distant towards us...

Y/n: Yeah...yeah sorry just been caught up I should go why am I even still here?

Lou: hey... No no, stay, really we love your company and I'm sure it wouldn't hurt to stay another day...right?

(Y/n thoughts): WHAT ARE YOU DOING
Y/N. LEAVE. NOBODY LOVES YOU. SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU. YOU KILLED HIM REMEMBER. JUST LEAVE.

y/n: no really I better go...I have a lot to do but thank you honestly for your kindness

Lou: you sure? We love having you around Y/n...

Y/n: no I must I'll see you around.

(LOUS POV)
Why did she leave in a hurry, did I do something wrong? No...why can't she see that I love her. Yeah it's soon but she's different...shes unique...I can't let her leave.

Debbie: You okay? Where's y/n? Lou? Where is she? She's gone so soon?

Lou: oh yeah she left I've got a bad feeling...I don't know, why are you looking at me like you've seen a ghost?

Debbie: because you look like one. When was the last time you slept...Jesus christ

Lou: I don't know it's just y/n they acted off well different than usual

Debbie: because she is different Lou...you should um talk to nine-ball about it...

Lou: what on earth are you on about?

Debbie: go and see nine-ball.

Nine-ball: I heard my name, I have been summoned yes hello?

Lou: what's Debbie going on about?

Nine-ball: what do you mean?

Lou: cut the crap baller...I'm on about y/n what is it you guys are hiding?!

Nine-ball: oh right that...well when you guys were comforting her the other day I decided to look into her

Lou: And?

Nine-ball: her dad died...in a car accident like 5 months ago and she was the driver

Lou:...what?

Nine-ball: for god's sake miller wake up...she blames herself and I'm no docter but she's suffering

Lou: track. Her. Down. Now.

Nine-ball: right onto it already she's at 5th avenue, phone location coming from a small rundown bar just on the corner

Lou: tell Debbie and Tammy to meet me there.

Nine-ball: gotcha

Y/n pov:

I've been sitting here drinking my feelings away for hours now and honestly, I've felt more tonight than ever...

*you look around and scan the bar until your eyes land on blue ocean eyes*

Y/n: if it isn't my favourite blonde! Ayy Marky get me a double vodka on me!

Lou: sweetie I think that's enough why don't you tell me what's on your mind

Y/n: no no come sit *you pull her into a seat next to her and look into her eyes*

Lou: you're a wreck..how much have you had?

Y/n: I'm ok honestly just sit drink..please *you choked out the last part looking down* Lou picks your chin up with her finger and looks into your eyes it felt like she was looking into my soul...

Lou: so the crash?

Y/n huh? What crash what are you on about

Lou: I know...I see it on your face how hard it was...you poor soul...

Y/n: why do you care? Just leave

Lou: he stuck around but he wasn't present?

Y/n: I tried so hard Lou...to make him proud...why wasn't I enough Lou? Why didn't he love me?

Lou: he just doesn't see your worth..but sitting here drinking the pain isn't helping y/n...I know it hurts my dad isn't exactly around either

Y/n: I killed mine. Yours walked out. We are not the same.

Lou: you didn't kill him. It was a car wreck.

Y/n: WHY DO YOU CARE? HUH? AM I JUST ANOTHER GIRL TO YOU? SOME FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH YOU CAN GET INTO BED WITH?

*Lou pulls you into a kiss it wasn't passionate nor love but it was reassurance everything you needed right there and then*

*after the kiss you collapsed into her arms and broke down and let tears you've been holding back for year's*

Lou: you were only seventeen... you are safe now shh I've got you now...I've got you

*after a few moments you fell asleep in Lou's arms in the middle of the bar and Tammy and Debbie walk into seeing this*

Debbie: Is she ok...she looks like a wreck and a half...

Lou: you brought the car right?

Tammy just nods while looking at how fragile and broken y/n looks in Lous arms

Lou picks y/n up and carrys her to the car while the other 2 follow and get in the front while Lou buckles her in the back seat while sitting next to her.

Debbie: Is someone going to inform me why y/n has dranken so much?

Tammy: Debbie! She's hurting. That's not hard to see.

Lou: she blames herself... she made herself believe that she could cause so much pain...

Debbie: you're good for her...

Lou: huh? What?

Tammy: I see it too...the way you look at her and admire her and care for her...your not like that with us...you were cold before...now your warm.

Lou: what are you guys going on about-

Debbie: you're such a fool if you don't see it yourself...

Lou: see what?

Tammy: YOU ARE IN LOVE YOU FOOL...

Debbie and Lou: SHHH

Tammy: Oh right sorry...

Lou's pov:
I mean yeah I love her...but it's platonic right? ...and if I did Does she even feel the same for me? No. I'll just hurt myself.

Y/n pov:

Y/n: huh where am I?

Lou: it's ok we're going, home love, we are nearly there.

*we arrive back at Lou's loft and I let myself be carried to Lous and Debbie's room*

Lou: here put this on it's an old shirt of mine but you can wear it

Y/n: right thank you*you slip your clothes off while Debbie and Lou turn away and put the shirt on*

Y/n: you guys can look now...

Debbie: see, don't you just look cute

Lou: I must agree I love seeing you in my shirt

*Lou and Debbie climb into bed beside you and you lay down while they adjust the covers over you and them*

Debbie: good night princes

Lou: good night little one

Y/n: you guys don't have too you know...do this?

*Debbie and Lou share a knowing look*

Lou: we love and care for you...you deserve the world ok? We will try our best to get you that-

Debbie: yes we will. I'll make sure of it. Now get some rest princess ok? We are right here.

*Lou and Debbie share a quick kiss before they both share a kiss on your forehead you end up falling asleep after that feeling nothing but love between the 3 of you...*