We're here for each other( A Tommy and Snapnap angst/ Transinnit au) Disconnect

Questioning who I am*chp one*

Tommy's deadname is Ashley. (Yes I know his deadname is supposedly start with a t but this is my book and au sooo. Sue me)

If you are trans like me and one of my children please I'm just feel bad has you are.

The people who are in the chp are

darkerparkerr has Parker

@WARDEN_NOT_FOUND has Mayson

You two are the childhood bestfriends and will be through out the book.

Ashley's pov(Tommy)

I always knew I was different from every other kid. My two best friends are boys Mayson and Parker we've been friends since pre-k. I've always hung out with them never the other girls. Even now I'm still confused about who I am I was looking up a lot of questions about this and one thing popped up.

" How to know if your transgender male to female or female to male"

That made me think. What if I wasn't a girl at all, what if in reality I was a boy trapped in a girl's body. So I started to look into more. About pronouns and my gender identity. I finally got my answers. I was transgender female to male.

*Time skip brought to you by my tired eyes*

"Mom, dad" I said I was nervous that they wouldn't accept me for who I am.

"Yes hun" they both said. Okay it's now or never.

"I'm trans mom and dad I go by Tommy and my promise are he/him"

Silence. That's all I heard but I felt two  warm arms I opened my eyes and my parents were hugging me I would be lieing if I said I wasn't crying.

"Oh Tommy we're so proud of you for telling us and trusting us." I heard my mother say

My mother used my name. She used Tommy. I stood there and cried while they hugged me and accepted me has their son and not their daughter no more.

Well that was the hard part but now the difficulty part how I tell my best friends. That I'm trans I went over on how to say over and over again in my head but also thinking the worst out come that they won't accept me. That they'll still see me has a girl and not boy. But I had to do it so I got in our group chat and texted saying that "I was trans female to male and I hope we can still be friends."

They both texted back saying my new name and calling me a boy. I was so happy that they accepted me for who I am now.

I'm not Ashley anymore now I'm Tommy and my pronouns are he/him.

All that was seventeen years ago. And I still remember it the others don't know and I'm not ready for them to know.....

A/n: Sup my children hope you like it. Sorry it took forever to get this out I was busy with school and I kept getting writer's block for the lack of sleep. My air conditioner decided to stop working and it made hot in my room.