The guy I use to know

What the fuck happen

I ran inside my house crying wondering
what just happen. I didn't know he was that kinda guy I guess my friends were right about me barely knowing him.
All these thoughts ran threw my mine,like I thought he would be the first guy that wouldn't be a pervert but I guess I was wrong again.
The last boyfriend I had was a pervert and a abuser he would choke me if I didn't do what he said or touch me where I don't like being touch he even raped me the most hardest thing I had to live with for 4
Years.Im scared it might happen again.
Later that night my mom came in my room and asked me how was the date
Of course I said fine I didn't want her knowing and anyway if it gets worse
I soon tell her but I know if my dad was still here I would tell him in a heart beat man I miss him so much.

Sorry so short this is all I could write I hope ou like leave a comment and follow me and have a nice day.

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