{DISCONTINUED}Abandoned Empress- The Queen of Castia [Fanfic]

Chap 23- I killed The Emperor and I don't regret it{3}

Hell ya I suck at updating but let's not talk about it and get started! And also making this chap a little longer! ! !

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It was a dark cell. I was only given food and water for two days but water was stale and food felt like beggars would be richer than me. There was a small hole in the window by which light poured in. The condition in which that bastard has left me is miserable. It feels like dying is better... But not now. Let me think...

According to my calculations, there would be a big meeting held as to what to do to me. I would get executed like on the brink but then I won't why? I will talk to Jie-un. Hell ya or just fight my way out. My dad's not here, so ig it's perfect time for them to strike. But they are all gonna regret that. Hell yeah. They are!

Thinking back... Let's see what happened in all these years when OG was alive. I start to look back... Won't tell you all the details as it would be one hell of an emotional ride but am showing some snippets...
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Father was scolding me again. It was because I snuck out and yeah did not come back. But Aristia did. The room was father's study again.

Feels nostalgic for some reason. Looking back those are my happiest days. Better than the palace you know.

'I did that?'
'You are playing pretend? Think about it. You'll regret it.'
'Father... But I didn't...'
'*Sigh* Don't lie to me atleast Tia. Okay... I won't punish you this time I won't scold you. Just tell me did you sneak out? '
'No Father... I didn't. I absolutely...'
'Its ok Aristia at times it happens. You don't have to be afraid. I won't be mad. Just tell me what is really going on ok?'

I guess when I snuck out for the second time of the house when I was 13 for the first time... And then when I turned later 10 yrs old, what ever happened in the middle of when I was not there... Is being shown to me. Let's see what happens next.

Tears ran down her eyes. Keiran shocked. Well yes, he was kidna nice to her this time but I guess OG had her own worries. I should be sorry to her. She is.... Being dragged in my survival plan.

'Tia?' He knelt down to me. 'Is everything all right?' Mister, your daughter's bawling your eyes out. K ow something is wrong.

'Father... Father... I think something is worth with me. There are times when I just blank out. Times where I don't remember what's going on. Times where I just forget. Father... *hic*' she looks so ugly while crying... Yucks.

'Father... This is... this is not the first time. It used to happen to me when I was ten years too.'

'Why didn't you tell it to me?'

'It only happened once... remember a sudden change in my personality... hic... it was back then. I thought it won't be anything but... This... it's happened two times since the past few days. Once when I snuck out and the other time again which is right now...'

'Tia...'

'Father... father I am very sorry... I don't really know what's happening to me... I.. I... I am scared... *hic hic*'

I guess she really was suffering. Think about you being a different person to all... She just was over thinking it... Must have been scary for her for all this time.

Now the emotions just flowed out...

I always thought what happened to her, when I took over, where did she go? I guess she was inside me for all this while... Just asleep... Like in split personality. Just away... But connected.

That was the beauty and hideousness of me taking over. We were just two pieces of the same story. Like twins one took over other rested, other rested and one took over again. This... All was so scary yet sweet... I am a psychopath and a scared person at the same time... Just... Amazing.

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A letter was submitted to his Majesty the emperor... Doctors called for her conditions, results?

She was diagnosed with split personality.

[Since Psychology at that point was basic I am guessing this. I am not a professional so don't pounce on me.]

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Her position of Empress taken. Demoted to Queen... 3years of work waste. They thought it was pressure so she was demoted. Less mental stress, she felt better. Her relationship with Father got better with him eventually spending time and trying to be with her. She practiced what she liked.

Learnt archery. Father told she wanted to back then. Liked it. Learnt horse riding. Liked it. Learned singing. Liked it. Not being Empress, allowed her to pursue something she never thought of. Later tried her hands on swordsmanship at 15, and is still learning it while making her archery better day by day.

Got married at 16, came to palace... Came in Jie-un... Just didn't bother but was busy at honing her skills. Never had a child with Ruvellus but was still framed by Zena that she killed Jie-un's chuld. And then at exact moment I entered in. Harmed emperor and got in. Surprisingly, the one time when I became 17 and asked dad for a small knife of size of hair pin, that one scene is there. Feels like when I was here, apart from that memory, all the other ones are changed.

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Understood. Now that I know heat happened in past and am happy that she only got what she worked for. I can actually... End this man's whole career. Finally... My long lasting dream to just kill Ruvellus and the whole Zena family has come true! Yes!

And so...

I decided to work on my original plan of defeating the mad man's rule.
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"Jie-un! SARANGHEE" [I LOVE YOU IN KOREAN] Now that you know how did this happen. Should we start along with the story then? The main one?

To be continued....