voices in my head ((Monoshin))

voices in my head (Part 8)

third Person's P.O.V

  Monoma walked out of the portal, stepping on the other side of it carefully. Monoma with a frown on his face, still devested by the fact of what he has done with his lover who may now be dead. Monoma then walked to his room that the villans had given him for a place to stay, as the footsteps echo down the dusty shallow hallways, the air cold and dark, walking till he made it to his door. Monoma grabbed his cold doorknob and turned it making a click sound, the door opened to welcome Monoma to a dark room that only had a bed and a desk, along with a fan and window.

    Monoma sighed softly letting out a cold shiver, sitting on his bed and taking off his shoes putting them to the side of his bed, laying down on his cold white bedsheets. Monoma grabbed the phone that he had taken along with him, of course, there was no internet or wifi, and his data along with battery was about to run out. 

Monoma's P.O.V

 I took out my phone, realizing that I still had Shinsou's number, but I knew that he could have been long gone now. Tears fell from my eyes dripping down on the floor as I imagine his last thoughts that he could have been thinking right now. My chest getting heavier and my nose getting stuffy, as I knew this could be the end of everything. My head was spinning around with all those..  thoughts ..

"This is all your fault."

"He hates you"

"What have you done"

"You killed the only one who cared" 

Those thoughts filled my head, as all those voices wrapped around my head and brain, making my head swirl in pain as it kept getting LOUDER AND LOUDER, by every second to minutes. Tears filling my eyes straining my eyes to become a light red, as I felt tears drip down my cheek onto the floor.
The thoughts got louder and louder in my head making it into a headache, I took a grasp of my hair pulling it as I started choking on my own tears falling onto the ground as I pulled my hair in stress. 

'Knock knock ~ ? ' 

I heard a high-pitched voice but very softly, making my tears stop as I looked towards the door. That voice was so familiar, somewhere in my lifetime I remember that voice, but I couldn't seem to remember. 

suddenly.  

' Knock knock! ~ '

I jumped in excitement as I  ran to the door, I turned the door handle to be welcomed by Himikos crazy but warm smile, she had her doctor's materials ready to play 'doctors' with me. She ran into my room that was quite big since I had lived in a rich household, we begin to play with her toys..

I snapped back to reality from the flashback making my head hurt slightly. I walked over to the door wiping my tears away, opening the door to see a short girl with a slightly worried face. Toga was standing on the other side of the door. "O-oh... Toga, what is it?" I said as I moved a little to allow her to come in. The short girl walked into my room gazing at it a little, soon after walked over to my desk sitting down on the chair making herself at home. 

  Toga gazed at me with a smile on her face, the same expression as what I used to remember in the flash-back "Urg-.." I groaned, putting my on my forehead rubbing it softly. I looked back up at Toga closing the door behind me shut. "Well, It's not very.. let's say ' Not the type to come here and ask these kinds of questions ' " She said taking a breath and giggled a little. "I wanted to ask.."

"Could you possibly be my...  brother?"