Honestly... I don't know how to feel about everything that has just happened.. Zayn was so much more than just a band member to me. He made me happy when I wasn't. He made me feel stronger than I actually was. He brought up my hidden smile. I loved how we're kind of alike. I'm shy, artsy and like to be by myself sometimes, and knowing that Zayn was like that too made me feel like I had someone there with me. And with him not here, I feel like I've kind of lost some of my strength. :(
I know he's not offically gone from the world, but I hope that in the future, that he may possibly come back... I'd hate to know how the other boys took the news
I woke up this morning and this news was the first thing I saw, and I immediatly started to cry. It physically hurt me inside to read what was happening. I had to take the day off school because I knew people were going to bring it up, and from my state that morning, I didn't know if I could take hearing the teasing from others. I already get bugged by others for having a freaking pencil case with their faces...
Zayn will forever have a special place in my heart, and I don't want to take that away... I'll miss you Zayn. I hope you're okay and that you have a good break from all the shit that's being said about you.
If anyone needs to let out any steam/feelings about what has happened, feel free to inbox me :')
Love from me and every directioner <3
-Chloe xx
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FanfictionHarry Styles, Zayn Malik and Liam Payne. Better known as One Direction. The hottest boyband loved all across the globe. But recently, the band have been going "downhill" when fan numbers drop and CD sales start to stop. Just when they think it's goi...
