Love? | Mcyt x Reader Oneshots

💔Hated - Fundy💔

Pronouns - They/Them
Genre - angst 😭😭😭😭😪😪
Character - Fundy
Request - no sir

TW - s!ic!de, blood, blood, sad, just sad shit bro
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Y/N's POV

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I was in my room pacing back and forth. 'Fuck.. I messed up this
time.' I thought to myself. My hair was a total disaster, my eyes had bags under.

What can get worse than this? I messed up Niki's flower shop, no sleep,
I'm clearly the most hated on the SMP. No doubt.

I smashed my glass window out of pure anger and sadness, My hand was bleeding
a lot. Tears started forming, mistakes replayed throughout my stupid ass brain. I screamed quietly.

The only person who loved me was Fundy, he's my boyfriend. Of course he cares, he
offered me l'manburg for a home. A new friendship, a new.. life! And it become this mess?

No, it's not Fundys fault, it's MY fault. I have clear anger issues I can't control
it just makes me more angrier.

Its all my fault, it's nobody's fault around me. It was all my fault, you can't deny it.
Everybody offered a helping hand when I needed it. And what do I repay them with? Absolutely anger!
Nobody had should've invited me to join their country again. All I would do is make you mad.

I decided to heal my wound and patch the glass in my windows, it was about 4AM. I can tell,
I wiped my tears and hoped in to bed. One single tear leaked out of my eye.

*timeskip was brought to u by Pure ANGST*

I woke at about 10;00 AM, it's not that late or early for me. Just a fine time to wake up,
I remembered what happened last night and regretted remembering.

I walked outside with tear stains on my shirt, everybody looked at me like I was a crazy
person. Niki looked at me like I was some kind of villain. I can't blame her though, I am a terrible
person after all.

Tommy tried to run after me but Tubbo stopped him, I flinched at the sudden action.
I once accidentally blew up his house. He didn't believe me though, again. No hate to him, it was
my fault after all.

Even though Tubbo stopped Tommy from beating me up, he still looked mad
at me when he gave eye contact. I killed one of his bees because they were chasing me. Well,
not really his bees, but he did love bees though. I mean, I would be sad as hell if my dog died. So,
not his fault.

- timeskip brought to u by crying out loud -

I went to where the ocean was, not to far away from here. I heard footsteps,
I'm definitely getting dropkicked by Tommy, Tubbo, or someone else. I sighed in defeat.

"Y/N." Fundy said, I turned behind my back and saw him. I ran my hands
through my hair, "hey.." I quietly whispered but loud enough for him to hear. "What
happened, you're usually out her when you're sad."

He sighed, I knew I had puffy eyes under my eyes.
"I feel I'm a waste of time, everyone just hates me." I sad smiled, "I don't."
He said putting a hand on my shoulder. "Excluding you, I know you love me."

I chuckled tiredly. "I'm gonna go, cya babe!" I said running to a bridge while waving
back at him. I stared down at the deep rivine, I wondered what would happen if I ended
it all? Everybody would be happier. I want them to be happier.

————- TW start

I looked around if anybody was around me. It was about 7PM and it's pretty dark,
I put one leg on the railing, and other. I pushed myself up then I was on the railing.

I heard a couple footsteps coming towards, I wanted to do this quick before they stop me.
They approached me and it was Wilbur, Tommy, and Tubbo. I laughed.
"It was never meant to be!" I said jumping off. I heard Wilbur scream my name
and the sobs of Tubbo and Tommy

My h/l was falling through the sky, tears sliding down like a skating rink.
Memories flashed before my eyes when I was a centimetre from the floor. And it happened.

———- TW OVER

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Nobody's POV
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Y/niscooler had fallen from a high place

"No, this isn't right.. they-they died..!?" Wilbur started tearing up, Tubbo sobs
could be heard from a far distance. Fundy ran up to them and asked what happened.
"Y-y/n died!" Tubbo screamed in sadness. "W-what?!" Fundy fell to the ground. While tearing up

Wilbur patted Fundys back softly "it's okay son." Wilbur said with an absolute destroyed
voice. "ITS NOT OKAY WILL! THEY DIED! MY LOVER!" Fundy said covering his face.

"I guess I better wash my mouth out with soap."

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I've always wondered what the feel of death is like up/down there.