Simon's Hidden Treasure.//One Direction

sorry guys

I'm going to take a liitle break from the social network.
Zayn leaving messed me up and I can't stop crying. My hands are shaking while I'm writing this so I'm going to take a break off of the internet. Zayn helped me through a lot and now he's gone. He'll forever be in my heart. I loved him. I wish I knew why he was really leaving instead of that fake excuse Everyone is using about the whole "he wanted a normal life" because we all know he loved us and one direction more than anything because we were his family. I saw a picture and it was like "zayn took the four album title a little to seriously" and instead of laughing like I shouldve, I cried. Zayn taught me to never lose hope, but he was my hope and I lost him. Zayn taught me so much so I want to thank him. Thank him for teaching me to have faith, love others, be happy, laugh, and have fun. He saved my life and now he's gone. I'm going to miss him and I hope he doesn't forget where he belongs. He belongs home. His home is where his heart is but his heart belongs with the one direction fandom. I will never forget him and the impact he made on my life. I just wish he wouldn't have quit the band.