𝐔𝐍𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍| 𝐉𝐖

.16

September 29, 2020--7:26 pm

We finish dinner and I don't say a word. I just don't understand why my parents are making me do this. Yeah I USED to like Jay. But not anymore. When he moved away, I slowly lost feelings for him. 

And if i'm being honest I have a little crushy crush on Jungwon.

Speaking of him.....

How the heck am I going to tell him....

Will I even see him again-

wait- why am i even thinking that-

of course I will, 'married' or not I can do whatever I want.

Pluuuusss i'm not even 'married' to Jay yet.

Sooooooo😏

~~~Back to reality~~~😂

Me and Jay walk out of the building together, but he walks to his car, while me on the other hand take out my phone about to text someone to come pick me up, while I walk in the opposite direction as him.

I feel someone lightly grab my wrist and gently trying to drag me.I look to see who it was and of course it is jay, after all who else would it be...?

I yank my wrist back, a little bit harsher than I intended to.

He looks at me in confusion, "What's wrong Y/N? Get in the car, we gotta go to our house."

 He try's grabbing my hand but I pull it away yet again, which makes me get another confused look.

"You knew didn't you?" I ask him, the late night breeze blowing, lightly hitting my bare skin, causing shivers to send across my body.

"Know what?"

"Don't play dumb Jay, you knew that we were arranged for marriage, even when you saw me at Jungwon's" 

He waits a couple of seconds then looks up and answers me, with a hint of rudeness in his voice

"Yeah. okay? I knew, but it doesn't matter. Now get in the car and don't make me tell you again."

Excuse me?

Who does he think he is bossing me around. Last time I checked he was not my mom.

I scoff at him and turn and walk the other way again, continuing texting the person that I was texting.

And yet again he grabs my wrist, but this time more harshly, yanking me back to the car

"L-let go" I yell at him as he get closer to the car "your hurting me!"

"Well maybe you should have listened to me when I told you to"he said opening the passenger side door and leading me into the car

He shuts my door a little too hard and walks over to the drivers side and gets in.

"Buckle up" he mumurs to me while starting the car.

I roll my eyes at his sudden coldness.

I guess I was right about him being bipolar lol

He starts to drive to wherever 'out' house is that my mom sent the adress to both of us for

I look over at him and he has a stern look on his face. 

His Jawline sharp and his eyes intensley focased on the road.

I look at my phone and decide 

I'm texting Jungwon

Y/N

Hey Jungwon can you help me?

Jungwon

Of course

Whats wrong?

Y/N

i'll explain later

but can i spend the night at your house?

Jungwon

Heck yes lol

do you want me to pick you up at your house?

Y/N

No 

i'll send U the address of where to pick me up

come get me in about 2 hours though, and don't park in the driveway or come to the door, just text me when you get there.

Jungwon

okay...

See ya soon😘

Y/N

❤️

tehe i'm currently listening to Go big or go home and i'm obsessed with Heeseung's part in the Chorus.

I made some book covers also 😁

I made one for every single member and the books I will be doing soon...

Stay tuned I guess lol

anyways....

lil question of the day:

What is your hair color?

Mine is Brown, like the same color as Jake's at the moment

I dyed it about 2ish months ago.

But it used to be blonde, and my friends think I dyed it Just so they can't call me a dumb blonde anymore :)

Anyways thanks for reading❤️

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Word Count: 717

Date Published: October 15, 2021