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Day 2

Even breathing makes it so hard for me to go on with the day when i barely do.

Half if me died that day, when i told you that we need to part our ways.
Now, i woke up feeling so numb. every part of my body cries out in supplication. My chest almost drowned with the weight of being apart with someone whom i long to be with right now. Yes, it is very selfish for me to say I need you when i was the one who chose to give up and cut the ties between us.
I'm stuck with the company of distress and today, i just wanna be numb because a glimpse of you in my head is torturing the depths of my soul.

I'm sailing yet my route is on circles of pain and loneliness. Are you out there sailing with the same ocean that i'm in too?