Sad love (itafushi)

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That's cringe

Idk how to write

I'm gonna try my best by reading other people fanfics and get inspired

I can barely speak English what am I doing aaa

Please tell me if I made any grammar mistake I'll fix them, English isn't my first language so it's very hard for me to write correctly also I'll be using some Google translate so if there's any sentences that don't make any senses please tell me :)

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Megumi wasn't a good person
Or that's what he liked to think about himself
He never believed in himself and his mental state got worst as the years went by, throughout his life his father never really cared or understood how bad it was until the day he turned 15 and tried to jump out of the window of his father's small apartment. After that he decided to send him to a mental hospital where he stayed until now and oh was it painful to be here. He never got better even when some days were better than the others he still wanted to hurt and kill himself. At first he tried to get better he really did but after changing so many times his Treatments which never worked and after seeing so many different psychiatrist he just gave up on the idea of staying alive and now he just spends his days sitting and waiting for something in his hospital room, he doesn't know what he's waiting for but he just know that he need it really bad, he doesn't feel complete without it

A soft knock on the door bring Megumi out of his reverie

"fushiguro you didn't went to the infirmary this morning to take your meds again." He heard an unknown and soft voice tell him

"you can enter." Megumi said after a few minutes

"ah sorry I didn't even introduced myself."A boy with pink hair and deep brown eyes said as he entered the room.

" I'm itadori yuji and I'll be your Referring Nurse for the next two weeks. "the boy said with a bright smile.

Megumi stared at him for a minute before asking "where's gojo?" not that he missed the nurse in any cases he just was so used to see the man annoyingly enter his room without knocking and making dubious jokes about his mental state that he was surprised to see a boy around his age tell him he's going to take care of him for the next two weeks.

"oh hum mister satoru Took a vacation for the next two week. I'm a new Trainee nurse and I'll try my best to make you feel comfortable." the taller boy said with a smile even brighter than the last one

Thank god Megumi thought. Finally some peace and quiet. He stretched his body and finally left his bed to follow the other boy to the infirmary and take his antidepressant and other meds.

-so what did you plan to do today fushiguro? Yuji said as he looked at the list of medicines to give to Megumi on the computer.
-nothing special I'm just going to stay in my room.
-The whole day? The nurse said with a hint of surprise in his voice.
-yeah I pretty much do this everyday
-don't you wanna do some activities that are proposed?
-no thanks they're always really stressful for me and I end up having panic attacks unfortunately. Megumi said with a cold voice.
-oh... Well if you want we can do something just the two of us! yujii exclaimed with a smile.

Megumi said nothing at that, so many nurses already tried and failed to make him smile again.

-it's okay if you don't want to but we can have lunch together in your room it'll be less depressing than doing so alone. Yujii said with a sheepish smile.
-I... Don't mind having lunch with you... Megumi Muttered with a hint of blush on his cheeks.
-so then that's settled i' ll be coming around Midday and I'll bring your lunch! Yujji beamed as Megumi swallowed his meds.

Megumi returned to his room and waited just like everyday but for the first time he knew what he was waiting for. And it was having lunch with the new (and very handsome) trainee nurse.

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Heyyy everyone this is the end of the first chapter I hope it wasn't too bad haha

Please vote and comment if you'd like to, it would mean the world to me :')

I' ll try to write chapter two as soon as possible if you guys like it :)