Sad love (itafushi)

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Hello everyone here's chapter two, not a lot of people read this fanfic but I really wanted to continue writing :)

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It was finally around 12pm and Megumi was still waiting as he read some books that gojo gave him to kill some time but he couldn't quite focus on reading.

What if itadori doesn't show up, he thought, what if he think I'm boring like everyone else, what if he hates me, what if he said he wanted to have lunch with me just to do his job whatifwhatifwhatiwhatif......

Another soft knock on the door was heard and Yujii entered the room.

-hello fushiguro, how are you doing?
-I don't really know Said Megumi with a hint of relief in his voice
-that's okay, I came here to bring your lunch and eat with you!

Megumi got off the bed and walked to the desk where Yujii put down the plate of food, today was a salad as a starter, broccoli, steak and apple pie for dessert. And for once Megumi was happy to eat, it wasn't like he ate very often but having itadori by his sides felt somehow good?

"Megumi you're so stupid" he thought "developing feelings for a trainee nurse you literally met a few hours ago, how much of a loser can you be" and there it was again the familiar feeling where you can't breathe and the world is spinning around you, you feel like a fool, you want to cry and just disappear forever.....

-fushiguro are you okay? A soft voice called him out and it suddenly felt better for Megumi
-yeah just a little anxious.
-do you wish to talk about it?
-it's just... Megumi started. I always feel like nobody likes me and no matter how much I try to love them I always fail and..
Wait why was he telling all of this to someone he barely knew when he couldn't even speak normally to his therapist?
-hey are you okay?
-ah sorry I got lost in my thoughts, again.
-Hm well if you ever feel like talking to me about what go through your mind I'm always here, it's my job after all. the pink haired boy said with a big grin

Yup it was easy for Megumi to fall in love after all

They talked a bit about everything Megumi went through when he was younger, the death of his mother when he was still a baby, how he started his transition when he was eight, his sister falling into a coma when he was thirteen, how he slowly became addicted to alcohol for a year afterwards and a lot of other things.
He wished their lunch could've lasted forever but it was now 1 pm and for the first time in years Megumi ate all the food on his plate.

-I'll have to go now. Yujii said as he started to pick up the plates and ever so slowly go out of the room. I'll be talking to you later fushiguro also don't hesitate to go to the nurse's office if you need to and if you can't get out of your room you can always call for us.
-yes thank you Itadori but I already know all of that.
-oh that's right sorry I just say everything they told me to in training. Yujii said a little embarrassed.

The afternoon went smoothly afterwards Megumi spent most of his time sleeping and reading just like everyday he didn't called for the nurses because he didn't want to bother them. But the more time passed, the more he wanted to see itadori

And he got to see him again at dinner, this time they were eating fish with carrots and fruit for dessert they spend dinner in a comfortable silence they didn't talk much but Megumi nor Yujii didn't mind having each other side by side were enough for them.

It was finally time for bed, megumi was tired, honestly he always was, he took the time and motivation to brush his teeth, when he was done he went to bed and fell asleep right away and for once he didn't have any weird dreams or nightmare but he did dream of soft pink hair and pretty brown eyes.

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Heyy this is the end of chapter two I'm gonna try publishing a chapter every Sunday or so please comment and vote if you liked my work :)