Please don't forget me (Cate Blanchett/ Female Reader)

can i sit here?

6 am in the morning

I woke up from this terrible loud sound and turned immediately to my bedside table.
"Do I really have to stand up?" I murmured to myself as I turned off the alarm clock.
But I know exactly that there is no chance to sleep longer because I have this "amazing" job.
But what can I do, somehow the rent must be paid.
I put on my pink slippers and make my way to the bathroom.
The moment I saw my red, swollen eyes in the mirror, I remembered the events from last night.
A huge fight between me and my boyfriend.
My boyfriend(Paul), seemed really absent and cold lately so I had to confront him. But it definitely didn't go as planned...
When we startet dating, he was just so passionate, thoughtful and committed. He did absolutely everything and wanted me to be happy. But in the last weeks he was indifferent. So there was obviously something going on.
First Paul guaranteed me that everything is fine and alright but in the end he confessed that he has an affair.
The second he admit it my stomach turned around. "How could you do that to me ?" we're the only words I whispered. After all we been trough.
He startet stuttering some silly, misleading stuff but to be honest I was not listening. I couldn't do anymore lies today. He started crying and with that i lost my composure. "Why the fuck are you the one crying?"
The anger grow in me, I blowed up and threw him out.
The moment he is gone, I broke down.
I really thought this relationship would work, I'm such an idiot. Was there any chance to predict all this previously? It just hurt so much and to forget this feeling I've drank "some"alcohol.
And that is exactly how I feel and look today. "Hangover and heartbroken, perfekt" I thought to myself. Maybe it was not the best thing to kick him out. We moved together from Paris to Australia and lived here f0r two years. Additional he is the one wo paid most of the rent. But I will manage that. Somehow.
I take a quick shower. The warm water feels really pleasing on my skin but after this I didn't feel any better.
I look awful. With some Make-up I try to cover the rings under my eyes. My hair is a little bit messy so I try to make a nice bun. In the kitchen i grab some coffee und make my way to the bedroom. I decided I want to wear a black, long dress und a coat.
I checked my phone. There are a lot of messages from Paul but I didn't have the strength to read or answer them. My day startet already not that good. He doesn't have to screw me up any more.
As I see the time it is already 7 am and that means I have to go.
After grabbing my purse and keys I leave the flat and rush to work.

10 hours later

Wow. Working at the cafe was just awful today.
I tried my best to stay focused, but all this selfish and stupid people. They think live is wonderful and everything will be amazing for them. They have the view everything revolves around themselves. Bullshit.
" I definitely need a drink." I announced to myself.
And with that I stroll to the next bar in my town.
To my surprise, the place is very crowded.
A moment later I found a little table with two seats which were really absent. I ordered some drinks and in the blink of an eye I was reallyyyyy tipsy. Maybe its not that intelligent to kill the pain with alcohol. But right know it is the only thing that helps.
I let my eyes wander through the crowded, loud room.
Suddenly I spotted this absolutely beautiful woman. She was sitting with two other woman on an table across the room. Her face was the most beautiful think I have ever seen in my life. The elegant red dress she ist wearing, perfectly emphasized her curves.
I admired her whole body for a plenty of time.
"You have to stop that. Its absolutely creepy to watch a person for that long." I say a little bit ashamed to myself.
The exact moment I wanted to change the direction of my eyes she looked directly at me.
Her eyes look like the blue ocean, i could sink in them. Her smile could light up the world.
My World...
Then suddenly I know why she seems familiar to me. That person is Miss Cate Elise Blanchett!!
I'm so much in love with her since I was 15 years old.
It always was a dream of me to come across with her. But when I see her with beautiful friends I don't want to interrupt her. To be honest im scared that she wouldn't like me. I can't stand anymore disappointments. My face is really red, I break the intensive eye contact and take two more shots to feel better.
The next thing I knew is that there is standing someone between my table and she turned to me with the words: "Can I sit here?"