The Girl Who Never Forgets

                                                                                                                                   24th. January 2013

I still remember the last time I looked into your steel blue eyes.

I still remember the last time you talked to me.

And I sure as hell remember the last words you said.

“I’m setting you free, you deserve better.”

No. Wrong.

I don’t deserve better. I didn’t even deserve you.

And no. You didn’t set me free. You never did.

You’re still here; you’re still all around me and a part of me.

I don’t know how to let go of you.

The last time I saw you was a couple months ago.

It was at the central station and you were carrying roses.

I knew who those were for.

I’m happy that you found someone who understands you.

You deserve it. You deserve to be happy.

3 days from now you’re going to have your 6 month anniversary with her.

Congratulations.

I used to tell myself that I should maybe wait for you to come back.

But lately, I’m just done. With everything

I can’t go on like this.

I think you should know that I’m not fine at all.

I still remember the 24th November 2010.

You told me you loved me.

I chose to keep that memory with me forever.

This is not easy.

But our relationship has never been easy.

One of us has to do it.

This is me setting you free.

I hope you get everything you want out of life.

I’ll be happy for you.

Love,

The girl who never forgets.