My Abuse To His Love

The Pain Hurts

The journey to school wasn't that long since it was a walking distance but with the continuous throbbing and ach of my body , it felt like forever.  When I got to school I still had a extra 10 minutes left till the 1st period which brought me enough time to change into my spare clothes. They always came in handy at times like this and thank God they were there. A few faces glanced at me and focused their eyes on my unsteadiness of my hands as I tried to enter my locker code.  I drew a crowd as I fidgeted with my locker quickly trying to get my spare clothes. 

I made my way to the changing rooms near the gym without making a fuss. My wounds started to irritate me causing me some pain.  It looked like the crisp wind had gotten into my open wounds. I knew I should have bandaged them up but there was no time to. Roc is probably looking for me right now, hope he doesn't find me, not like this. He's always so happy and does his best to make me feel like i'm wanted but I can never be truly happy. Not with my dad around.  Sometimes I wished he would just drop dead and never come back. Then I could tell Roc how much I love him. I took out my spare jeans, my Mickey mouse  jumper and white converses and made my way to the library to chill a bit before my 1st period was over.

 

~Roc's POV

Where's Jade? I know she isn't exactly early but she's never been this late. I haven't seen her anywhere. I hope she's ok . Hmmmmm? If I was I jade where would I go? I know the library!. I made my way way to library and there I found Jade, sitting  quietly in the corner reading a book. Seeing her face everday made me smile. The way her face lights up when she does that cute smile, her eyes twinkle so bright like starts and her lips, her luscious plum lips looks so soft to kiss on. Everything about her was so perfect.  Words could not describe her beauty. She was my everything and I intended to keep it that way but lately she had  been acting real weird. Like whenever I got really close to her she just acted all awkward about it. I don't know what's up but imma find the truth. 

"Jade?", I called. She looked up but didn't pay attention to me. Slowly, I walked up to her and gave her a nudge. "Oh God!  Don't scare me like that roc."  

"Oh, sorry. I called you once but you didn't see me so I resulted in to this."   She smiled at me and invited me to sit down next to her.                   " So how are you roc?"  

"I'm great now that I get to see your beautiful face."  

She blushed and giggled at my reply. "Aww Roc, you act like im the best thing in the world. I'm only human, nothing special about that.".

"I know but... " I looked her deeply in her eyes and brought her face towards mine. "yes you are human but with the rarest quality. You make me feel like I'm over the moon. Just seeing you is enough to make my day Jade. I love you jade". 

~Jade's POV. 

  Did roc just say he loved me? Wait is he serious or he just playing. I don't even know now but my feelings are all over the place and I can't control them.  My heart started beating at a rapid pace, my pulse soared and I could feel myself blushing. His eyes were filled with desire and passion working it's way to my heart and killing me softly.  His hot breath breathing on my cold skin made my spine shiver.  I was frozen in my path and I couldn't move even if I wanted to. I was loving every second of this momment but I knew this was only a fairy tale. This whole thing was stupid, I could never be with roc. It was too good to be true.  Roc gripped my body and pulled me close to him. He gently pushed me against the wall and pressed his body delicately on mine. He slid his hands all around my body making me bite my lip but shudder at the same time, 

I breathed in deeply and closed my eyes. By now our noses were touching and I wanted to faint. I didn't know how long I could take much more of this. I wanted roc so badly but it killed me insde knowing that I couldn't.  He was so perfect but wasn't for me. 

Roc stroked my face with his soft hands and played with my hair. He grinned gleefully and squeezed my waist tighter. I let out a small giggle and ended up looking like a deep red tomato.  He leaned and closed his eyes and immediatly I did the same.  I could almost feel the texture of his lips on mine. The soft, supple tenderness of his lips kissing mine and putting me into an enchanted state. His lips were about to touch mine but then.....

*BELL RINGS*