Little Things He Does

Please Be Back Zayn

I hated soo much saying GOODBYE. Its the worst feeling ever because it takes away everything you love. This feeling draws you away from the people you love and the people you need the most. This feeling razes everything and this time it razed me with you.
Dear Zayn,
I think deep down I knew it was over but I didn't want to believe it. The sensations of " NEVER AGAIN" kills me at this moment. And I'm sorry that I cry because this is what you want, I guess I have to accept it. I remember you and all the joy you brought to my life, to our lives. I want to see you one LAST time, to give you a hug that I never got the chance to give you even though I tried. I'm sorry. I'm sorry it got over you. And I'm sorry that we couldn't help. I'm sorry they stole your privacy and I'm sorry if we were the one of those who did. I hate the world right now for a simple fact that you didn't feel important enough. But you were, and let me tell you why. You were the best thing. You were there in every song. The perfect voice. The best high notes. You, our shy boy. You weren't very open to many people and didn't like much attention. But that was the ZAYN I fell in love with. And we appreciate everything that you've done. Because being reserved makes everything harder and I know about it. Without you, now there's two different directions. And I hope the one u take is the best for you. But without you, a part of us leaves. Without you,its not the same. Its not even close. Because its hard to go one when 1/5 part of you its gone. I will miss you on stage and your shyness. I will miss the way all of us held our breath when you reached in our favourite songs. And I will still think of you when its your birthday. And I hope you will surprise us one day and get on the stage to sing one last song. I hope you will be as happy as you made us feel. I will always be there for Niall, Harry, Liam, Louis and YOU.
And I hope this little tribute from a simple fan will remind you that we loved and we will always love you. Wherever you are, whatever you will be doing. Thankyou Zayn from bottom of millions of hearts. Thankyou