MIND

<CHAPTER 1; LOATH>

C. WARNING

CHILD ABUSE

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

MENTION OF SEX

RAPE

Half a year had passed ever since she started roleplaying with her mama. She went to her kindergarten with many band aids, and some bandages; when people asked her, she always replied with what her mama had told her to say.

"I'm just very clumsy, I'm sorry!" and then, she would give a big smile, and sheepishly scratch her neck.

It was something she constantly practiced with her mama, she told her that it was a super important thing to keep their little game going, so she of course followed her every command. Today, she was running through London's crowded cities, trying to quickly arrive at her mansion.

Unfortunately, the day was still gray, and only specific eyes glowed blue. She started to dislike that color on people's eyes, it made her feel ugly. Her fox-like eyes focused on the small pebbles along the way.

'Everything is so dull...'

From time to time, she had some sad thoughts, but she always managed to cheer herself up by listening to very bright thoughts; her strategy never failed! And she found someone who was going to propose later in the day. Yes, his thoughts made her feel better. That didn't fix her headache, though, and she supposed her head pain was just something to get used to. She entered her big black gate, and entered her beautiful house.

Only two people aside from her mama and herself were staying in the gigantic house, so it got lonely from time to time. She walked with elegance, trying to figure out what today's play would be.

Mama had said that Miguel was going to play with her today, so she was excited to see what it was about. However, even if excited, she couldn't lose her elegance, no no, her mama had taught her etiquette, and she was going to apply it. Taking off her dirty shoes in the entrance of the house, and walking barefoot, she made her way towards her room.

When inside, she decided that a small change of outfit would be nice. She had to wear a jumpsuit for her kindergarten, and it wasn't pretty at all, in her opinion. With small difficulty, she wore a small black skirt, with her pumpy knickers under it. A white undershirt, and a really pretty black hoodie.

Her feet suddenly felt cold, so she went and looked for some pretty socks to use as well. She had knee high purple fuzzy socks, with funny circles decorating the purple. She loved those socks, so without thinking twice, she wore them.

With her clumsy fingers, she tried to secure the side ponytail the only maid had done for her. She liked it when her mama combed her hair, though. It was a shame she stopped doing it.

She walked downstairs, and was excited about the new play her mama and butler had prepared. She honestly wasn't enjoying the roles she was playing the past half of the year, so she hoped this was better. Her mind was prepared for it!

"Hello, Silas-chan," Miguel saluted, earning a smile from the girl.

"Heya-! Oh, no, I'm sorry mama. Hello, Miguel-san," she then bowed, giving the proper bow.

"What a smart girl," Isabelle sneered, however small Silas took it as a compliment, and gave her mama a big smile; as if thanking her.

The grown woman looked disgusted at the abomination she had created, she was the reason her husband was no longer with her, in her twisted mind. "Miguel, proceed, I'm going out to smoke," she ordered, turning her back to her daughter and butler, knowing well what was about to happen.