One Direction one shots

Catch my breath (Ziall oneshot boyxboy)

"The answer is no! I don't care how much you "love" each other! And my decision is finale." Our manager stated.

"Give us one good reason!?!" Zayn scram.

It's not like this is the first time. Zayn and I have tried atleast 10 times in the 9 months we've been together to get there OK to come out. There reason was always the same. "Because the fans won't accept you! What makes you think they would?" He started laughing, and I couldent take it anymore. I ran out of the room.

I ran, and ran, and ran. Eventuly I had to stop to catch my breath. Zayn of course was right behind me. He pulled me into a hug, and kissed the top of my head. I started to sob. "One day... One day we won't have to hide... One day..." He said gently. but I didnt want to hear it. We went home and I locked myself in our hotel room. Locking Zayn out...

I picked up my guitar and grabed my recorder. I pressed record and started to play the song I wrote a few days ago:

I don't want to be left behind,

Distance was a friend of mine,

Catching breath in a web of lies,

I've spent most of my life,

Riding waves, playing acrobat,

Shadowboxing the other half,

Learning how to react,

I've spent most of my time.

Catching my breath, letting it go

Turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life

I won't be told what's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back

I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down

It's all so simple now

Addicted to the love I found

Heavy heart, now a weightless cloud

Making time for the ones that count

I'll spent the rest of my time

Laughing hard with the windows down

Leaving footprints all over town

Keeping faith, karma comes around

I will spend, the rest of my life

Catching my breath, letting it go

Turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life

I won't be told what's supposed to be right

Catch my beath, no one can hold me back

I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down

It's all so simple now

You helped me see

The beauty in everything

Catching my breath, letting it go

Turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life

I won't be told what's supposed to be right

Catching my breath, letting it go

Turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life

I won't be told what supposed to be right

Catch my breath

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back,

I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down,

It's all so simple now

It's all so simple now

Catching my breath, letting it go

Turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life

I won't be told what's supposed to be right

(Catch my breath)

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back

I ain't got time for that

(Catch my breath)

Catch my breath (catch my breath) won't let them get me down

It's all so simple now.

I uploaded the file into the computer and went to work. I went through all our video's selecting the perfect parts... Showing all our love... Our first kiss... Our every thing. I put it all into a video with the recording as the soundtrack. By the time I was done, the sun was rising and I knew Zayn would try to get in again... I felt bad ignoring him all night but if he knew he would try to stop me.

At the end of the video I put a message:

Accept us or don't. I don't care. I love Zayn and he loves me. If you are true fans, you will support us. This is our life. This is who we are. Gay or not, it shouldn't matter. It doesn't effect our music. I'm sick of hiding this from the world and not being able to hold my boyfriends hand in public or go on a real date. So the hiding stops now.

I uploaded it to YouTube then tweeted the link along with the caption "I'm sick of pretending". I shut the computer and went to find Zayn but I dident have to look far. He was sleeping out side the hotel room. He was waiting for me with flowers at hand. I sat down next to him and shook him gently. His eyes fluttered open.

"Niall...I'm sorry...we can try again-" I cut him off with a wave of my hand and handed him my phone which had the video playing on it. He watched it without a word. Then he replayed it. He had tears in his eyes but they stayed there.

He turned to me and pressed his lips to mine. It was short and sweet, but full of passion and love. "You shouldent have done this, management-" again I cut him off.

"Zayn, I don't care anymore! I love you and I want the world to know it!! I want the world to know that when I sing our love songs I'm singing them to you! And they can send hate, we can lose fans! It doesn't matter aslong as I have you..." The tears in his eyes were threating to spill over, I looked at my phone and the video already had 63,000 views. I decided it was best not to check twitter just yet. Then I got a call from management.

"Who's calling?" Zayn asked, his voice barley above a whisper.

"No one important..." I put mu phone in my pocket, then I pulled Zayn off his feet and pulled him towards the elevator.

"Where are we going?" He questioned as the sliver doors slid open, and we stepped inside.

"On a real date."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ can I just say I love this so much! Aww I just love Ziall<3 I would love some feedback, good or bad! I hope you enjoyed some Ziall fluff<3 i know it probly could have been better... And auto correct is annoying. Enough said. the song is "catch my breath by kelly clarkson" I'm addicted to it XD not even gonna try putting a link. sorry!

~Dare To Dream

~xox BHR