𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙠𝙤𝙠𝙪/𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙠𝙤𝙠𝙪 𝙤𝙣𝙚-𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨 ❤

1-The Night (soukoku)

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Type; Angst

Main character; Chuuya Nakahara.

Side character; Dazai Osamu.  

Warning(s); Self harm, cursing

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CHUUYA'S POV

"ngh.." I said as I opened my eyes, seeing the annoying sun shining bright on my face. I turned around and covered myself with a pillow. {Wait.. fuck! what time is it?!} I picked up my phone and looked at the time. 8:38

I quickly got up of bed and ran to the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair- tho It wasn't that long. I ran back to my room and put on my work clothes, as well as my favorite hat that Dazai got me. I'll admit it, I have a small crush on him. But that doesn't matter! The stupid mackerel bandage machine suicidal bastard can die. I raced out my apartment quickly not bothering to eat eat breakfast and headed to work.


I walked in. I looked around for dazai but I couldn't see him anywhere. As mori-san passed by I asked him "Boss, do you know where dazai Is?"

"Hmm? Dazai? He didn't show up today- I tried calling him but he didn't pick up, Sorry chuuya~"

"Oh, thats fine.." I said kinda sadly- but didn't want it to make it obvious.

"Also, I have a job for you." *he handed me a file*   

"K." I said while looking at the file, It was just another person I had to kill. I didn't really care about it.. Mori started to explain the details. Tbh, I wasnt listening.

~𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩~

I finished the job, It was easy. I didn't even have to use my Ability! Hah- I'm the best. 
I got a few more jobs, and did thoes. In total I've killed 8 people so far. I walked over to my desk and sat down, doing more work. I was studying a case- case 69. It's hard alright, I've been working on it for days. 

After work, I headed home. Dazai is usually there. I was hoping to see his idiotic face again.
I opened the door and walked in, but.. I didnt see dazai. 

"Oii! Mackeral why didn't you come to work today?!"

No response. 

"Bandage machine!! Come downstairs"

Again, No response.

"DAZAI" I yelled in annoyance 

No response. 

I groaned and walked out, walking to his apartment which was a few doors away from mine.
I knocked on the door, "Oi! suicidal bastard get out and open the door!". No response- One again. I was fucking annoyed and pissed at the point, But I'm smart and knew he had a spare key under the door mat. I picked up the key and opened the door. I kicked the door open and yelled "DAZAI YOU FUCKING BASTARD SUCIDAL MACHINE MACKERAL" I yelled "WHY WERN'T YOU AT WORK?!" 

I looked around and saw no one. "dazai?" I walked around in his apartment looking around. 
{He's probably in his room}. I walked toward the room slowly, worried that I would be greeted with the suicidal bastard with a rope around his neck. I opened the door and looked around. There was no one there.. "dazai?.." I walked in and looked around some more, I walked toward the desk and found a note.. I started reading.



                          "Dear, whoever is reading this. -Probably chuuya."


"Fuck you mackerel!" I yelled, but continued reading.

                                                " I'm sorry, But I have left the port mafia. Koyo, thank you for being a mother figure for me. Aktugawa, Train harder. Chuuya, I love you. Gomen, gomen, I'm sorry I left. But it's what has to be done."


"d-da..zai.." I tried to process what I just read.
A few tears flew down my cheek.. "F-fuck you! F-fuck you! F-fuck you! I h-hate you!.." 
I yelled out while crying.


A few hours past, I stopped crying.. -Kinda.  I was laying down in the mackerels bed, with one of his hoodies. I cuddled one of his pillows.. and fell asleep. The sent of dazai in the house killing me softly.


I woke up to the sound of shitty birds making there stupid little songs, First the goddamn sun and now the fucking birds?! Why does everything in life have to be annoying. 

I got up from dazais bed my body aching, I groaned.. "Dazai?.." Oh wait.. he's gone. I walked out of Dazai's room and to the living room. I didn't really wanna do anything- I just wanted to cry. But I couldn't because all of my tears have been spent. I walked to the bathroom to wash my face.

I walked in the bathroom and started washing my face, then started to look for pain killers. I took 3 pain killers and drank a glass of water. "tch.." I said. 

I looked around and spotted a razor

".. m-maybe.." I walked over to the razor and grabbed it- unrolling my sleeve.

"3...2..1.." I made a huge cut on my arm.  I stayed there silent for awhile before running the cut over water. It hurt a lot, But I didn't care. I just stayed there like an emotionless freak. 
After the bleeding had stopped, I walked back to dazai's room and cried a bit more- what am I saying. It wasn't a bit- It was a whole damn waterfall. I miss dazai, I missed him a lot, I fucking hate dazai I hate him I hate him I hate him! I punched the wall- causing there to be a hole.

I sighed, calming down and laying on the bed. Closing my eyes..

"I love you.. dazai."













"...And I love you too.. chuuya.."


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Done! I hoped you like it- It's my frist. There will be a second part tho.

words ; 916!!