Broken Wings (Zayn Malik future)

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-Zayn Malik-

It's been 2 months. 2 months since I left the band. I've been doing pretty good... I guess if you call staying at home and watching Star Wars over and over again. Louis calls all the time and they are having a good time on the tour. They always say they miss me and I always say I miss them back.
It feels weird not being around the boys. It felt the same way when I left my mum after the X-Factor ended. I don't feel well...normal.
I miss my fans. Sometimes I go on Twitter and look at the beautiful messages they put on there. Sometimes I regret doing it. I still haven't changed my Twitter name. It just doesn't feel right. Like I'm cutting something out of my life. That was who I was. That's who I'll always be.
My mum called and said that she'll be over in a hour. That means I need to shower, get dressed and clean up my flat. I quickly jumped in the shower washing the grease out of my hair and wrapping a towel around my torso. I quickly slipped on a white tee and black jeans. Then I started to work on cleaning my flat.
I would always stare at my special wall, the one that I painted. It's grown and grown until it's almost half the living area. I started working in my bedroom. I'm sure mum would be pleased.
After I straightened up my flat I sat down and waited. I waited and waited and waited. I like to think when I wait. I decided to do something crazy.
zaynmalik1D- how is everyone.
I am officially the stupidest person on the face of the planet.
Within seconds I got replies from our fans. Or should I say, the boys fans.
"Where are you Zayn?" "Zayn are you coming back" "Zayn I heard that you were going on the North American leg of the tour, is that true?"
Question hit me left and right and suddenly I couldn't do it. I deleted Twitter.
I threw my phone on the pillow and twiddled my thumbs while I waited. I knew that was a mistake.
Pretty soon my mum walked in and greeted my with a warm hug.
"How you holding up Zayn?" She asked cupping her hand under my face.
"Alright I guess" I answered her giving her a kiss on the cheek.
"It's ok Zayn it will only get better. But I think you need to get out of the house. I found this nice little restaur...."
"Mum I can't just walk out of the house like that. There's people and the media. Give it some time, I just can't." I sat back down and rubbed my eyes. "I should of never went to that audition in the first place,"
Mum sat down and gave me her "mother knows best look"
"Zayn you can't look me in the eyes and tell me that you didn't have the best 5 years of your life" she lifted my chin, "you were blessed Zayn, we all were."
I looked at her seeing the truthfulness in her eyes. She was right and I managed a little smile. "You're right" I sighed.
"Hun I'm always right" she said.
"Now about this restaurant"

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