Why is it dark (blindinnit) (Discontinued)

Chapter 4: TOMMY!!!!

Tubbo's POV:

I can't move... i watch as Ranboo rushing to Tommy. Tommy hasn't had a panic attack since he watched Techno kill me. "Tubbo... Tubbo.. TUBBO!!!" I look at Ranboo with a tears in his eyes. I feel tears running down my face. "Tubbo please go get ice water and a towel" I stand up and go to the kitchen, I can't feel anything. It's like my body is just moving and my brain isn't thinking. As I'm in the kitchen I hear a loud scream. "TOMMY!!!!" I drop the glass and run.I hear it shatter in to pieces but I don't care all i care about is my best friend. I see Techno next to Tommy crying as Phil checks his pulse. "Don't worry everyone Tommy will be ok he just passed out." Phil says. "Boo...Bee... is uncle tommy ok?" I heard Michael ask. I totally forgot that Michael was here! I feel like a horrible father. I just let my son witness his uncle tommy have a panic attack, his uncle Techno cry and to to mention me and Ranboo freak the f^ck out. I walk over to Michael and put my hand on his shoulder. "Hey bud I'm sorry you had to see that. Uncle Tommy is ok but we really need you to be a big kid and go to the guest bedroom and play please." I try not to cry while talking to him. "Ok Bee!" I watch as Michael runs off. I walk over to Ranboo and lay my head on him. "Ranboo I'm a horrible father..." i tell him as i start to ball my eyes out. "I just let our son witness his uncle have a panic attack, his other uncle who he looks up to and thinks he's one of the bravest guys ever cry his heart out, and us just freaking the F^ck out..." i feel as Ranboo wraps his arms around me. "It's ok tubbo you didn't mean for any of this to happen, you didn't know2 what to do and neither did I. It will be ok, here have this to calm you down." I watch as Ranboo gives my a pink tulip, My favorite flower, I smile a little bit and sit down next to tommy and pulls his head onto my lap. I play with his hair, Tommy would always let me play with his hair when we were little.If i was ever upset or scared he'd let me do it. He would even let me do it for no reason. He was truly my best friend... i feel like i failed him... i exiled him out of the nation he help build. I betrayed him when I helped Jshlatt, and all he ever did was try his best for me to love him.(Not a Ship It's In A Best Friend Way) H^ll he even fought Technoblade because he killed me during the festival. I hope you get better soon buddy ... I Love You Bestie.