the unloved kuran daughter

Chapter 2- Im not the Yumi you knew

Yumis POV

I woke up and saw that it was 5:50 I only had 10 minutes to get ready.

Time skip

I walked down stairs and I hated the uniform.

"Yumi!!" Adio yelled.

I sighed and walked next to adio. Everyone walkedout the gates and I saw a bunch of fangirls and a little of fanboys.

"Is she the new night class student?"

Or

"Shes so cute."

You know those comments. I sighed I didn't want this. I didnt want to be with a family that hated me. A family that ignored me. A onii-sama and onee-sama that both forgot me.

"Yumi." Kaname said

I looked at him with no emotion what so ever.

"I need to talk to you alone." Ha told me once more.

I walked next to him.

"Yumi..." he told me.

He tried to reach for my hand but I slapped his hand away.

"Dont touch me." I told him.

He looked at me shocked. He thought I wouldn't change what an idiot.

"Yumi what did I do to you?" He asked me

"Remember the promise you made to me! The one that I was supposed to be your wife." I told him.

"I do but..."

"You what Kaname. I'm not the Yumi you knew. I'm not the sweet easy to trick."

He stood there shocked. He then opened his mouth but I stopped him.

"Don't even try to convince me that you love me, that you didn't want that to happen." I told him.

"Okay. I do love you. And I always will no matter what it is," Kaname said " and I know you love me to."

I walked away not wanting to hear more. I'm not the Yumi you knew. Those six words re-playing in my head over and over. I'm not the Yumi you knew. I'm not. I'm no more that easy tricked Yumi. Or the sweet Yumi. I walked into the classroom and sat in the far corner of the classroom. Kaname came into the classroom 5 seconds later. Everyone bowed to him. I stayed seated and took out my phone and earbuds. Whispers In The Dark. Skillet. Broken. Seether.

"I keep your photograph. Cuz im broken when im lonesome." I hummed. "I wanna hold you high and steal your pain."

Time skip to Free period.

I stayed seated in my seat. I put the other earbud in my ear and saw that I was hearing the song Everybodys Fool. Evanescence.

"Ever was and never will be." I sang silently " she never was and never will be. You dont know how you betrayed me."

Huh thats ironic. Class was over and everyone was going back to thier dorm. I got up and walked out last. The fangirls/fanboys are here. Great. I hid my face with my hair. I walked into the moon dorms last and walked to my room. I opened the door and closed it. I jumped into my bed and screamed into my pillow. I felt something run down my cheek. Tears. Dont let anyone see my real emotions and I wont get hurt. I thought. That sounded so easy. But really its hard. Kaname. No!! I love him. I do... he doesnt love me. I know that. He loves Yuki. I know. He will never love me.

"I know!!" I yelled.

Tears running down my face. Why? I didnt want this life.

"Yumi!" I heard Takuma yell from behind the door.

I wiped my eyes and sniffed.

"Nani?" I asked

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah!"

"Can I come in?"

"Yeah!."

He came in and walked to my bed. No one loves you. Lie! Its the truth. No! Why dont you just die? Mary.

"Hey Yumi is everything okay?" Takuma said.

"Yes..." I told him

Liar. I know. Then why do you lie? Because its more easy. Lies. I know. Liar. I know! She hates you. Who Mary? Yes. Liar! Am I? Yes! Tears. Thats what. Mary does she hate me? I dont know does she? If she did hate you, why would she take you in. Care for you. She doesnt hate me. She does. No!

"Yumi!" I heard Takuma yell.

I looked at him. He cares. Does he? Yes. No. Yes. Yes. No. Haha. Dam it. I gave Takuma a fake smile.

"Im fine thanks for worring." I told him.

He nodded and walked out of my room. He cares. I dont know. He does. Does he? I'm not the Yumi you knew. I thought over and over. With those six words I fell asleep.

Dream

Hello Yumi.

Who are you.

Im you the dark side of you.

Stop!

Who are you.

The angel. The good side of you.

We are you Yumi.

Me?

Yes.

The light.

And

The dark.

I'm so confused.

Give us a name.

Light your name will be... Akira

Dark your name will be... Hotaru

Thank you.

End of dream

I woke up and looked at my room. It's was 7 am. I walked into the bathroom and I remembered what I told Kaname. I'm not the Yumi you knew.

Hello Yumi. Hello Hotaru. So you remember. Duh!! Hello. Hey Akira! *laugh* Hey! That's not nice! Yeah...okay bye. I sighed and walked out of my bathroom.

I looked into my dairy.

Dear Diary,

It's me Yumi Silver. I think I've gone crazy. I know. That's weird. I have a dark side and a light said. I named the dark side Hotaru and the light side Akira.

I'm so sad. Kaname tried to talk to me. I didn't want to get hurt again so I pushed him away. \(-_-)/. Gomen! I love him but he loves Yuki. 💔. I know I'm a Baka. Will anyone love me like I love Kaname. Is it true. Yuki turned human and doesn't remember anything. Is that good. I 💓 u onii-sama. But you don't love me.

Signing off

Yumi Silver 💞.

I closed my diary and put it under my pillow. I closed my eyes and fell asleep once more. I fell into a slumber that would leave me with scars. It's filled with blood and memories.