L.O.U | CCH

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YOUNGHOON

"Hoon-a...I'll go first..."

Two hours had past and here I was, kneeling to no one.

I knew I fucked up.

Telling her earlier was the best option. But after what I did to her?

I don't think I could be able to make it up to her...

"I-I think you should...make it up to her...just try. Beg to her for days or weeks if you have to" Hyunjae said before walking out of the music room.

Students that were surrounding the room had gone back.

I thought of a plan to make Y/n forgive me. Even if its just a small bit. It still means that I'm progressing.

Y/N

Today marks a week that I haven't been anywhere. I took two weeks off of my jobs and about class...I just couldn't go there.

Plus, I had a really high fever for a week now.

Because of that I've been spending my time crying, watching movies or drama and reading.

Well...mostly crying.

But Chanhee was always there next to me. He told me there weren't any scheduled for two weeks and that he could take care of me.

He literally was there. He was next to me while I cried late at night. He's there when I couldn't sleep. And he somehow knows when I'm in so much pain.

He even bought me my pads!

Slowly over the day my heart changed. Even if I told myself 'there is no way for Chanhee to like me' I still knew that my feelings changed towards him.

During those times too my parents and Younghoon kept texting me.

Younghoon
Hey
I knew what I did was wrong
Can I talk to you about it?
Only when you're ready

Hey...
Are you there?
Are you okay?

Y/n please text me back...

Can we just talk?
I want to explain everything...

Y/n
Please...

I know you're still mad at me...
I know you better than anyone else...
So please just reply?

Hey...
If you are ready to talk...
Meet me at the playground behind my house
I'll be there everyday at 6...

He had sent this everyday. Some part of me wanted to go meet him and hear what he has to say. But some off me said no.

Plus, he doesn't know me better than anyone else. Chanhee does.

Younghoon only knew the past me. Not the present me.

On the other hand—my parents,

UNKNOWN NUMBER
Hey Y/n...
It's me your dad...
I just wanna say I'm sorry for surprising you like this...
I know how hurtful it must've been for you...
But we wanna say sorry in person...
Younghoon told us about everything...
I should've said what I said.
I'm sorry
We will disappear from your live if you want us to
But you have to help us...