Hey Mr. Snob!

Chapter 39

Chou Tzuyu

  I was hurt. I feel wasted. I feel I was used.

The day he told that we will just forget what happened and just moved on. I feel humiliated.

He doesn't like me like I do.

I was just the one assuming that our feelings were mutual.

A days passed by, I tried my best to avoid him. The unnies understand my situation because they know my feeling.

I also avoided the boys because I feel embarrass on what I did. I'm having a crush on their friend and something happened between us. They will just see me as an easy girl.

I noticed how he tried to approach me and get my attention but I always do something just to avoid him.

  We have our over time for today, we will be going to Kang Mina's house for our group research. It was already 11 PM when we are done, I already got their permission and they allowed me. Mina told us to spent our night on their home but I refused I need to go home.

   I was trying to contact someone inside the house to open the gate for me but I was shocked when I saw a familiar car coming. I tried to hide but he already saw me.

" I have the key.." He handed me a spare key of the house so I opened it quickly.

I waited for him to park his car for me say thank you and give him his key.

When he was done, he stare at me and scanned my whole body.

" Are you avoiding me?" I was about to leave him outside but he pulled me and hold my hands tightly.

I didn't talk and he just pulled me inside the house.

  " Why are you late?" He asked me again.

" Research project." I answered. I heard him sigh.

" You are really avoiding me.... " He said

I shook my head as an answer.

" Liar.... we need to talk but lets go inside your room.." He pulled me again as he usually do.

I just let him do what he want. I was tired to fight with him.

" You can't go inside my room.." I just realized that he brought us inside my room when he is locking it.

  " Why? I'm serious Tzuyu... I want to explain..." he started.

  " What for?" I talk back.

   " First I want to say sorry... you ignoring me was very hard for me to handle..... I missed you..." He was slowly approaching me, I can trace his sincerity however I was hurt enough to fell again on his trap.

  " Don't.....be sorry....... I know I was a fool to fell inlove with you... " I said

  " Don't tell that...I also love you....believe me..." I closed my eyes, it was hurt to see his disappointed eyes.

" Pleasee.... let me move on......." I tried to pushed him but he went closer again.

  I was shocked when I saw his tears as he hugged me.

  I was soft.

I gave up again.

  I let him hug me for a minute.

" I think this is enough." I told him and I started removing his hands.

I was surprise when he suddenly kiss me on my lips. I don't know how to react.

He was slowly pushing me to my bed while he was dominating the kiss. Even though I don't want this to happen again but my heart want it.

This is my weakness. I answered the kiss.

   Because of the heated atmosphere something happened again between us. You don't know how I tried to cover my mouth when we did it.

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  We are now both naked, after we did it I am having a conflict on my mind. Why did I allowed it?

" I know you are awake.... but I want to tell you something important.." I heard him say. My back was facing him.

I didn't respond... I was too tired to talk.

" I will be leaving in a week........" When he said that, I immediately turn around to face him.

I meet his eyes and I found out that he was telling the truth. I was fool to hope that he was just pranking me.

" My grandpa is weak and he needs me.... I will be continuing my study at Switzerland....." He explained.

I don't know how to react so I just closed my eyes and turn around. My back is facing him again. I don't want to cry again. What for? We didn't confirmed yet if what is our relationship and here I am making a drama. This is non sense.

If he will be going to leave me, what's the sense of him confessing his feelings. Is he playing with me? Did he just only want to get my innocent?

I am fool.

I can feel his hands holding my waist preparing to hug me.

" I'm sorry." He whispered.

What is he sorry about? For playing with my feelings? For leaving me?

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   Today was his flight to Switzerland, for the remaining days I ignored him and always make reasons just to avoid him. I spent the whole week sleeping in Jennie unnie's house.

   Since that night he confessed, we didn't have our proper conversation. He was busy for his documents and I am also avoiding him. This is for good  I know he was trying to talk to me but I don't want it. I didn't even go at the airport to send him.

  I was hurt and seeing him going away will broke my heart into pieces.
I hope he will be happy and he will reach his dreams.

  " So Taehyung sunbae will be leaving today?" Yeri asked

" Right I heard today was his flight.. " Mina said, the two looked at me suspiciously. They are not fool to not notice how I suffer because of him. I didn't tell them how I feel towards him but I know they have also idea but they chose to be quiet.

  " That's okay..... we will be here for you and I will be introducing a lot of guys to you... " They are now comforting me, I was lucky to have them in my life.

    --- to he continued ---