*contains mature content in the end*
"I FUCKING HATE YOU KIM NAMJOON", I yelled at him. We've been in a relationship for 5 years now. He was always affectionate towards me , he always showers me with kisses and cuddles and I love it . We've been through so many ups and downs yet we managed to stay loyal to each other. But since a few days Namjoon started ignoring me, he always gives me dry responses. Also, he has been on his phone way too much. I always assured myself that he can't cheat on me but somewhere in my heart I can't convince myself completely. When two people give time to each other and share everything together. That's how a relationship works, right? "Yoongi stop yelling at me" "I said tell me where were you?" I snapped at him. "I told you already that I was at the dorm with the boys, why can't you understand Min Yoongi '' he yelled back at me, making me flinch. "You could've told me Namjoon, I was worried sick about you" I said and crossed my hands over my chest. It has now become a part of our daily routine to Argue with each other.
I don't know how to explain or what to say but I'd a feeling that maybe he fell out of love? It can happen right? Maybe I'm not perfect in his eyes. Maybe he found someone way better and beautiful than me?These questions were continuously running in my mind. "I'm not a kid Yoongi, I can take care of myself" , he said and gave me cold looks. "I'm your husband I've all the right to know your whereabouts," I replied to him. "Yes you're my husband but don't try to be my mother," he yelled at me again. His voice was sending shivers down to my spine. I can feel the rage and anger in his voice. His eyes pitch black and emotionless. I felt a sting of pain in my heart when he said these words. Do I really not matter to him? Am I being possessive? What if he loves someone else? Again these thoughts started hitting my brain. "I'm not trying to be your mom Namjoon" I replied and he looked at me again angrily. "It's almost midnight and I'd no idea where you were. Also you weren't picking up the phone" I said and lowered my head but my voice was loud. Yes, I wanted to show him that I'm not weak .
"Oh shut up Yoongi, I was at the bar ; I told you already so don't shout at me ". He said and I looked blankly at him, is he being serious? Like wtf-?(Your Author is lazy)
Is he being serious right now?? . I sighed and looked at him. He was on his phone , again."Kim Namjoon look at me, how could you play with your phone while talking with me?!" I yelled and tears escaped my eyes."We're not talking Yoongi, you're practically shouting at me for no reason. Why you've to be so clingy , you were never like this. Stop being so possessive Please" he yelled at me. I've had enough of his behaviour now. Another tear escaped my eyes as his words were stabbing me to death. It hurts , it hurts so much to argue with him but I can't help myself anymore. It's been so long since we spent some alone time. I miss him so much, his cuddles, his kisses , his touch. ( Author is horny)
I never knew we would argue like this with each other. Basically we were yelling and shouting at each other. I don't know what took over me and I suddenly threw a glass on the floor and it shattered into pieces. " What are you doing Yoongi?" Namjooin said and took a step towards me. "Stay away Kim Namjoon, if you think that I'm being possessive and clingy then stay away from me" I said and threw a plate towards him. I think I was so shaken and hurt that I didn't even realise what I was doing. It hurts so badly to see where we are standing right now. Yelling and shouting at each other . We'd arguments before but this time it turns out to be a huge one."I hate you so much" I yelled and he walked towards me, with his same emotionless eyes. "What did you just say ?" , "I said I fucking hate you so much" I said while crying.
"So now you hate me after all these years of being together?"He asked and I just looked at him. "Yes I hate you so much, I hate it that you don't spend time with me anymore, I hate it that you are always on your phone whenever you comes back home, I hate it how you don't cuddle me, I hate it how you don't kiss me anymore, I JUST HATE IT SO MUCH KIM NAMJOON" I shouted out loud with tears flowing non stop from eyes. "Do you love someone else, am I not good enough, do I even matter to - " I got cut-off from my words when Namjoon pressed his plum lips on mine. I was taken aback for a while by his sudden change of behaviour, but after a few seconds I kissed him back. I love the feeling of his lips pressed against mine. It felt like our lips were two pieces of puzzles who are completely fitted together. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. He hugged my waist tightly. He bit my lower lip and a soft moan escaped my lips which Namjoon took as an opportunity and slid his tongue inside my mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance but like always he ended up winning.His hands wandered under my tshirt, sending chills down my spine. He pulled it off and softly kissed my shoulder and then kissed my neck. I was feeling so euphoric. It felt so good. I can't even explain how much I missed him. I snapped back at reality when Namjoon sucked on my neck harshly. Another moan escaped from my lips. He smirked and kissed my lips again. "I fucking hate it how much I love you Kim Yoongi" he said between the kiss and I blushed . I pulled him even closer and kissed him more passionately. "I love you so much Yoongi . You're the most precious and important person in my life. I'm nothing without you Baby. You're my whole world . You're the one who always makes me feel better whenever I'm low. You're the one who takes care of me when I'm sick. You're the only one in this world who makes me feel better. I love you so much honey, I can't explain my love, gratitude, respect and admiration towards you in words Yoongi. Don't ever think that I don't love you"
I cried again at his confession but this time the tears were of happiness. I was so happy after hearing his words. He kissed my cheeks and lifted up my chin. I was feeling so bad about what I said earlier to him."I'm sorry Namjoonn, I-i-i was just worri-ed that you might leave me" I said and stuttered. Namjoon's eyes softened, he pecked my lips. "It's okay honey, I can understand your feelings but please never ever think that I'll ever leave you Yoongi , you're my soulmate. "I'm sorry again Namjoon and thank you so much for always loving and caring me , I love you so much" I said and he smiled. He attached our lips again and kissed me passionately. This time the kiss was full of lust and passion. We both missed each other's touch so much. He removed shorts and he took off his shirt. I tugged on his blonde hair. In a blink of an eye, he removed my underwear and gently laid me down on the couch; as if I was the most fragile person ever. He attacked my neck and peppered me with kisses down to my belly. I chuckled at the ticklish feeling.
"Let me show you how much YOU MATTER to me"
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The World Of NamGi Fairytales : A One-shot Compilation (slow updates)
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