Advice (Sequel To ITP)

Depression

Okay this is my advice thing now.

Yeah,

I've been telling people stuff they shouldn't do in all these chapters.

But.

This one?

I mean, I've actually experienced it.

It sucks.

It's like this one dark world, 

Where you are just angry at everyone and don't want to speak to anyone.

You feel like you start to lose it and that everything feels/sounds like a lie.

Now,

I don't know right now.

But I feel like I'm falling into that again.

Because if someone says something.

I feel like it is a fucking lie.

"What did you guys talk about?"

Friend: "Nothing."

"Right."

or

"Are you okay?"

Friend: "I'm fine!"

"Sure."

or

*Gets up to give a hug to a friend*

 

Friend: "Just leave her alone, she doesn't want to be bothered"

"I was going to hug her. Not say anyting,"

Friend: "Well don't anyways."

or

"Dude it's fucking bullshit. I'm tired of anything,"

*Friend walks towards me* Friend: "Okay if you wanted to talk shit about me, say it to my face,"

"I wasn't even talking shit about you!"

Friend: "Yeah right, just say it to my face!"

"I was talking about my fucking past not about you! I was talking about how I still cut!"

You see all these things that happened recently and it sucks as fuck!

You probably won't understand.

But I always will.

You know why?

Cause it happens every fucking day :D