The Boy Who Saved Me

chapter 3

I find it. I find my blade. I can't I tell myself I promised her I wouldn't I promised her I wouldn't cut again I can't brake it because she's daed. But she would understand she knows how bad they are

"I'm sorry please forgive me." I whisper

I drag the blade acrossy arm. Thinking why, why do they notice now. I cut five more cuts each one meaning something different. Why do they care now, why aren't they happy for me. I tell myself no more but my brain say just one more so I cut one more then another there's 10 cuts now as I watch the boold drip down my arm I slowly doz off.

I wake up to my alarm clock beeping. I look at my arm. I put a t-shirt on then my sweater, I put my bracelets on to cover my cuts. I stand by my bedroom door before I unlock it, I hear my parents fighting down stairs. I stay and listen, their fighting about me. I walk to my bedroom window. I take out the screen and look out no one is outside so I climb out the window, I put the screen back in and I walk across the roof there's a ladder for me to climb down. I get down and walk around the house.

As I am walking to the bus stop I see Jake talking to Britney. She's the most popular and prettiest girl in school. I get on the bus expecting him to sit next to me but he doesn't he sits next Britney and her friends. I see him look back and tell them something, they all look back at me and start to laugh. When the bus get to the school I just walk straight to class. I sit on my set and I don't expect him to sit next to me. When he walks into the class he looks around he looks at me and walk over and sits next to me.

"Hey" He says

I don't say anything.

"Hey Ash what's wrong"

I look at him then look at Britney.

"Are you mad cause I was talking to Britney and didn't sit next to you on the bus" He asked

I look at him and don't say a word.

"Cause if it is that that's stupid. What I can't have any other friends other then you?"

"You can have what ever friends you want but do go talking shit about me I don't know what she told you but whatever it is it's your choice to believe her I really don't care." I say to him

"Ash, they say you use to be like them and then you changed out of no where."

"Me change out of no where, no i was slowly changing they where the ones who caused it."

"Hey Jake come sit up here don't sit next to her" Says Alison one of Britney's friends

"Go head sit with them there your friends, go talk more about me and how I'm a freak." I say to him

That must have done it he got up and sat next to them.

The bell rings and I walk out I don't go to class I just sit in a hallway. When lunch come around I walk to the cafeteria I get food and sit down. He sits next to me.

"WHAT?" I say

"Just though you need a friend to sit with." He says back. " where were you in 2nd hour?"

"Why do you care.". I get up to walk away. He grabs my right writs. I squeal at the pain. He slowly moves my bracelets up my arm. I try to pull away but I can't he won't let go. He looks at my writs.

"A cutter , they where right I should have listened." He says

I pull my arm away and start to walk as I look back the boy in the table behinde us I looking at me.

I decided to ditch the rest of my classes. I walk to the football field and lay there I pull out my blade and I cut on my wrist...