Helena Bonham Carter character imagines

Nobody loves me {Red Queen}

TW: crying
Y/n POV
I have been working for the Red Queen for about 2 years now and I am probably the closest person she has. We're more like friends so she doesn't make me do that much. Every time we make eye contact or she smiles at me or she accidentally touches my hand I get butterflies. I have been falling for her for a while. I wanted to tell her but I was scared she'd fire me. Everyone thinks she's this scary person but she's not, once you get to know her better she is actually super sweet. I got up early today it was 5:38 and I grabbed clothes and got in the shower. I took my time. When I got out I got dressed and looked at the time it was now 6:15. Once I was done I went to make breakfast for the Red Queen but while I was walking past her room and I heard crying. The door is cracked open a little and I peek in and see her sitting on her bed crying. I knock "who is it" she asks weakly "um- y/n ma'am" I say nervously not wanting her to yell at me "come in" she said. I walk in and sit next to her "what's wrong? Is there anything I can do? Do you-" I start but she cuts me off "it's just- y/n nobody loves me! Not even my sister! I just want someone to love me" she said breaking down in tears again. I bring her in to a hug "I know your probably gonna hate me after this but... I love you Iracebeth... I have for a while now.." I say she looks up at me "y-you do?" She asks "yes i do" "I love you to y/n.... I was scared that you would quit if I told you" I smile softly "I could never quit from you" "can I kiss you?" I nod she gently kisses me. I kiss her back. It was soft but passionate. We pull back and look into each other's eyes. I smile softly at her. I am quite a bit younger than her. Probably like a little over 10 years. I didn't care though, neither did she "will you be mine?" She asks quietly "of course I will. I love you" I kiss her forehead. She smiles at me, I lay down on her bed "come here. She snuggles into my neck and I hum to her and gently rub her back. She drifts off to sleep but before she does I whisper to her "sweet dreams love" I kiss her forehead.

This was the first chapter!! Yes it's short I will make them longer in the future. Give me ideas on what to do!! Love y'all and don't forget you are all beautiful. Bye loves 😘