TW: Depression, panic attack, bad self talk, strong language.
Y/n POV
Me and Helena have been dating for 1 year. I am 23 years old and she is 54. My depression had been very bad lately and Helena doesn't know because I didn't want to worry her. I was in a sports bra and baggy sweat pants. I was looking in a mirror in mine and Helena's room. I started crying because I hated how I looked. I leaned against a wall and put my head in my knees. I can't breathe. Helena was downstairs making tea for us. When she came back she knocked them came in "hey lo- love!! what's wrong!!!" She quickly put the tea down and came to my side bringing me into her lap stroking my hair "why do you love me" I ask "what? What do you mean love." She asks confused "I mean. You could get someone way better than me!! And way prettier. I'm so fat and ugly" I say "you aren't fat or ugly darling you are perfect!! Don't say that ever again. I love you for your humor how you care so much about me it's adorable. I love you for your personality not your body. Of course your body is perfect but that's not why I'm dating you!!" She says I bury my head into her neck still crying "shhh love it's okay. Your beautiful just the way you are" she kisses my head and rubs my back. I still can't breathe and it keeps getting worse "okay honey breathe with me. Deep breaths." She says. I try my best to take deep breaths with her "your doing amazing sweetheart" she says . My breathing is finally back to normal. I look up to her with my red eyes she smiles softly at me. I hug her and bury my head in her chest "love you are beautiful just the way you are! Don't cry over this again" she gets up and helps me up. She gets in bed and pulls me close to her.
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Hi loves!! I'm back!! I didn't have any motivation to write or post. This isn't that good but I did it in 10 minutes. Also happy thanksgiving to anyone who celebrates it!! I'll be doing a quick little thanksgiving special, not saying which character tho😉 bye remember to eat and drink and have a wonderful day!!
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Helena Bonham Carter character imagines
FanfictionThis is imagines/one shots of Helena's characters and her herself. I love Helena she's a queen. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ their will be smut in this. There will be TW at the beginning of every story.
