ROSES | 박제이| ENHYPEN

10

After 6 years of the accident.

I'm glad that she could make it.

She's so strong.

I told her to get ready.

We arrived with a bouquet of roses.

"Ji Ah yah, give mommy the flower," I said to my daughter with a smile on my face but aches on my heart.

"Why are you crying daddy?" she said.

I didn't even noticed that I was crying. I wiped my tears and smiled at her.

"daddy's not Ji Ah"

she then placed the flower on her grave.

I'm glad my daughter could make it but my wife...

Ji Eun was too critical at that time.

The doctor told me only one person that could make it. My daughter. I cried and agreed with the doctor.

My life completely changed.

I have to lose my wife to survive my baby or both of them cannot be saved.

—

-flashback-

"I love you so much Ji Eun, don't ever leave me, promise me okay?"

"I love you more Jay, I promise you, baby."

—

"yeah me too jay, I'm excited, I promise to give all of my love for you my baby. Mommy can't wait to see you."

-end of flashback-

What a lie.

Now you're not even here to wipe my tears.

"you break your promises, Ji Eun," I said to myself with tears on my cheek.

you didn't have a chance to hold your own daughter.

To see her face.

To kiss her cheeks.

To give her all of your love.

She has your eyes Ji Eun.

Every time I look into her eyes, my pain is healed, my longing for you diminishes but I will never forget you, Ji Eun. Me and Ji Ah will never forget the love of our life. You will always be in our hearts.

I love you, forever.

I'm sorry I couldn't save you.

Every time I bought you roses. I can feel you smiling at me. I miss you so bad Ji Eun.

I'll never stop bringing you a bouquet of roses. Even though i'm not going to see your smile again.

This is life. I have to accept everything that happened. I can't bring you back. But deep down in my heart I wish I can. 

We're meant to be but not meant to last.

Let's meet in another life.

Finally, I learned to let go of what wasn't mine in the first place.

-The End-