you again / s.m. [sequel to babysitter]

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hi guys.

Yesterday I sadly found out that Zayn Malik is leaving one direction.

It's been so hard for me to deal with this and it hasn't really hit me yet that he has left.

It's hard for me because he's apart of my life. He's been in my life for 4 long years. I've made so many friends through them and it feels like I lost someone so close to me even though he doesn't know I exist.

It's also been hard for me because so many people at my school think im being over dramatic. Like wtf, he's one of my favorite people in the whole world, how do you expect me to act?

They think I'm joking when I say I cried. I cried 4 times. I'm just really sad. It's so difficult for me to deal with this right now.

I've been super busy with basketball and thts why I haven't updated. This is another reason too.

I'm probably not gonna update until next week.

Good bye lovelies. I love you.

I love you Zayn Malik with all my heart and to me, your still a part of one direction😔❤️💔💋