My Hayat

Chapter 20

Maa:- chalo acha hai... acha sun wo subhe Jay aaya tha... mene tujhe kitni baar call try kiya... tera phone off aa raha tha. Aur uske baad tumhe resort jana tha to mene disturb nahi kiya... tujhe pta hai uski date fix ho gai hai... card dene aaya tha... aur pta hai uski biwi kon hai?

Sid had a shocked expression on his face.

Sid:- what? shaadi ki date? Kisse?

Maa:- arre apni Mahi... wo shehnaaz ki friend nai mili thi humme punjab me... Mahi... wo hai Jay ki biwi... mene abhi Jay ko tum dono ki shaadi ka nai btaya... mene socha tu aaega uss din usse ghar bula lungi... shehnaaz ko dekh ke bohot khush ho jaega wo... usse apni behen manta hai na wo... sahi kiya na?

Sid:- o shit .... Maa me apko dubara kerta hun call...

Maa:- beta per...

He disconnected the call and looked at shehnaaz.

Sid:- Mahi di aur Jay... SHIT yaar... Sana mujhe sach me nai malum tha... yaar tune pehle kyun nai btaya Jay ke bare me...

He tried to turn her but she jerked his hand and covered herself more.

Sid:- shehnaaz I am sorry... please meri trf dekh... mujhse baat ker please... yaar I am sorry... I misunderstood everything... I am really sorry... mujhe idea nahi tha yaar.

Sana:- to pyaar se bhi puch sukte the? Itna he bharosa hai mujh pe? Ap sorry mt kaho kyun ki meri he galti hai... me shayud apka trust nahi jeet pai...

She stepped down the bed and entered inside washroom.
Sid ran to hold her but she closed the door before he could reach there.

While banging the door.

Sid:- I am sorry baby please meri baat sunle ek baar.

Sana was sobbing inside.

Sana:- ap guilty mt ho.... apki galti nahi hai.... meri hai... mene kiya hoga kuch ganda jo apne mujhe itna ganda smjha... ap sorry mt bolo...

Sid:- nai nai nai... essa nai hai... I swear essa nahi hai kuch bhi... me hamesha yahi kerta hun... apne gusse me chizen bigad deta hun... hamesha hamesha....

He got up and banged his hand on wall.
Sid:- why..  why do I do this?....
Another punch
Sid:- why do I let my insecurities take over?
Another punch and loud one now.
Sana could hear the banging sound and she stepped out. She froze seeing blood on his knuckles. Running towards him she took his hand in her.

Sana:- sidharth ye? Tu pagel hai? Ye kya kiya tune? Idhar aa...

She cleaned his hand and tried to bandage it.

Sid:- nai please rehne de... I deserve this...

Sana:- kya nai please.... ghao pe dwai na lgao to wo ghera ho jata hai... mujhe lgane de please...

Sid was looking at her with full admiration. He couldn't believe how he got this lucky that he got her in his life.
She pulled him towards the couch and made him sit.

Sana:- chl bta...

Sid:- kya?

Sana:- mene jo abhi ghao ki baat ki na wo sirf hath ke liye nai thi... ek ghao pe to mrhm lga di... ab dusre ke bare me jub tuk btaega nai tub tuk kese lgaungi mrhm?

Sid:- tujhe kese?

Sana:- bachpan se tujhe janti hun... to kya dill ki itni c baat nahi jaan paungi? Chl ab jaldi se bta kyun pareshan tha? Subhe jo itna syapa kiya wo kyun kiya? Mujhe malum hai tu wo sub mean nai kerta hai.... to fir kyun bola wo sub?

Sid:- I am sorry jaan... me sachi wo sub mean nai kerta tha... me bs tujhe aur Jay ko dekh ke ghabra gya tha... aur gusse me aake wo sub ker diya... I am sorry... I am so sorry...

Sana:- ghabraya kyun?

Sid:- sub btaunga... but pehle dinner... teri tabiyut thik nahi hai na? I can't take any risk with your health. Pehle dinner fir koi or baat.
He took the food tray and started feeding her.

Sana:- ummm... ruk... tu bhi kha... I am sure gusse me tune bhi kuch nai khaya hoga... chl mu khol...

She too fed him. After finishing up dinner he gave her medicine and took her to the bed. They both were laying down cuddling each other. She had her head on his chest listening to his heart beat. Lifting her head she looked at him.

Sana:- ab bta... kya chiz pareshan ker rahi thi tujhe? Ghabraya kyun tu?

Sid:- bachpan me tujhe kho diya tha... tut gya tha me... tujhe bohot dhundne ki koshish per tu nai mili... wese to kabhi kisi ko kareeb nai aane diya per fir clg me ek ladki mili Sheena... bilkul tere jesi lagi mujhe... mujhe smjhti thi... meri baat ko value deti thi... duniya ke aage mere liye stand leti thi... pehle to mene usse kabhi bhao nai diya... yahan tuk ki kabhi dosti bhi nai ki usse... except nai kiya tha pehle mene usse.. per fir jub dekha clg ke ilawa bhi.. meri regular zindagi me bhi wo utne he efforts daal rahi hai.. maa ke sath aur baba ke sath bhi unti he pyari hai to mujhe lga ki shayud wo he mere liye hai... aur usne mujhe samne se propose bhi kiya... mene kuch time baad maan liya ki tu nai milegi mujhe... shayud tu meri kismat me nai hai... to mene usse haan ker di kyunki tb baba ki tabiyut bohot kharab rehti thi... Dr.s  ne jwab de diya tha... mujhe tha ki wo bhi mujhe settle hota dekh lenge to thik rahega... wo chahte the meri shadi dekhna... wo to ussi samey kerna possible nahi tha but haan ek achi ladki ko unki bahu ke taur pe introduce to ker wa sakta hun... yahi sochke mene usse haan ker di... uske ke kuch time baad jub baba chalegae to hmari property wgera sub chali gai.... hum bs apne joga he kma pate the... ek ghar tha chota sa aur meri naukri bs... pehle kuch time to sub thik he tha fir chizen badlne lagi... uske phone aane, contact me rehna, msg kerna, sub dheere dheere km ho gya...yahan tk ke clg me bhi ignore kerne lagi thi... mujhe lga ke me time nai de raha isliye ye sub hua, to ek din me jaldi chuti le ker uske office chla gya... tub pta chla ki wo coffee ke liye near by Cafe gai hai... mene socha Sheena ko surprise dunga... wahan pohoncha to khud he surprise mil gya... wo wahan thi per kisi ke sath... Sheena ka hath uss ladke ke hath me tha... aur uski ungli me expensive Dimond ring aur chehre pe badi si muskurahut... dono ne ek dusre ko hug aur fir ki........ mujse ye sub brdash nahi hua... mene unhe alg kiya aur ladke ko marne lga.... Sheena ne mujhe uss ladke se dur kiya aur mujhe ye btaya ki me uski aukaad se kitna dur hun... me ek sadak chap hun... jiske paas chand paise bhi nahi apna ghar chlane ke liye... wo mere sath thi kyunki mere pass property thi baba ki... baba ke jane ke baad sub chla gya to wo bhi chali gai... jub me gusse me cafe ki sub chizen toudne lga to usne police ko bulaya aur mujhe arrest kerwa diya... wo raat mene jail me kati kyunki bail ke paise nai the maa ke paas aur di bhi itni ameer nai thi tub... inspector ne maa ki bohot bezati kerri... aur ye meri brdash se baher tha... me to wahin uss inspector ko maar dalta agr di time pe na aati... uss ek raat ne meri zindagi bdl di... sub bdl gya... tub paise kmane ki aag lag gai mujhe... duniya ko dikhana tha ki me bhi ameer hun... duniya ko khareed sukta hun... uske baad mene mudke nahi dekha..  uss ladki se dubara nai mila... kisi ladki pe trust nai tha mujhe... sub me mujhe wo ge dikhti thi... fir tujhse mila, tujhe dekh ke lga ki tu wesi nai hai... tu meri shehnaaz hai... sirf meri... tujhe dubar nai khona chahta tha... issilye shaadi ke liye haan ker di... aj Jay ke sath tujhe dekh ke Sheena dhyan aa gai... bharosa tha tu cheat nai kerregi mujhe per fir bhi apne gusse ko control nai ker paya.. I am sorry Jaan

He then look down at Sana's face. Her eyes were filled.

Sid:- baby tu roo kyun rahi hai abhi... kaha na I am sorry. I didn't mean all that sachi. I promise aage se essa nai hoga... I am really so....

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How was the chapter?

Will Sana understand sid ?

What could be the next twist?

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See you soon... take care... and please spread positivity only. Lots of love.

Let's make this a better place to live

-Sidharth Shukla