Dreams and Despair

chapter 1

6:15 am.

Uhhh, gotta get up.

*3 mins later*

Okay, getting up, getting up.

*5 mins later*

I'm not making it to school today.

Okay, I'm up.
I got up from my bed and reached for my phone and turned the alarm off. Unlocked to see if I had anything new.

Naah, nothing much. Getting out of bed and heading over to my bathroom, I realized how messy my room was.

Oh I'll get it cleaned. Yeah you will, right about never I thought.

I can be such a slow ass sometimes.
Looking at the mirror, I almost screamed. Yeah, I looked that bad. What was wrong with my left eye? Ugh, whatever. I tried to fix myself a little. Brushed, washed my face and got it fresh. Then I applied a dash of lip gloss over my not so pink but rather pale lips, a little eye liner over my chocolate brown eyes, and then combed through my brown hair. My hair was nice though. Silky and straight. Getting out of the bathroom, I went straight to my closet. I picked out a pair of high waisted jeans and shirt to tuck in.

I got out of my room with my bag and knocked on my parents door to tell them I was heading out. My mom asked me to have something but I said I had no time.
I got out of the house and had one peek at the surrounding before I got into the black SUV and left.
I was heading over to Emily's. Yeah I always picked her up and then we headed to school together.

I pulled over in front of her house and called her. She got down wearing this cute blue top and black shorts. She had hazel eyes and blonde hair. Yep, a very pretty girl.

She got in and said in her usual chirpy voice," Hey! Don't you look like just a little ray of sunshine?" With a this cute smile
I smiled at her sarcasm and started the engine.
"Well not all of us get up at 5 am for school, now do we?" I said in my mock loving voice.
"You will not believe what happened last night" she said."
"What?"
"Ian called me and asked if I had his Trig book with me!"
I laughed at her girly ness, Em seriously could be such a sissy sometimes, especially when it came to her crush.
We were passing the woods and greenery. It was a fine day.
We were in our Junior year in Oakwood high school, North Carolina.
I was doing good enough as a student, but even better as a player. Even though I was skinny, I was good at playing soccer.

This year I'd be captain hopefully.
Thinking of all the upcoming games, I pulled up in front of the damp but large enough buildings of Oakwood High.
Let's get this day started and over with is what I thought. Of course Emily was blabbering on about all these things right beside me. I was really not interested in school right now though.

Because What I was seeing was something else.
Rather somebody else
And I must say, wow.