paint and dead flowers || ranboo and tubbo (DISCONTINUE LMAO)

broken glass

//broken glass, swearing, mentions of abuse and dead family member, *unintentional* jumping off building

Broken glass.

Broken glass was all I could feel under my feet as I stood in my father's room. Everything looked how I pictured it as a kid. My room, but full of alcohol and drugs.

I put light blue jean overalls over my yellow shirt and started to climb out the window.

I fell. That's when it hit me, I forgot we were in an apartment. We were on the 6th floor. I fell 6 floors.

I heard a crack when I landed. I didn't black out or anything which is good. I put pressure on both legs and arms, only to find out I had hurt my left leg pretty bad. It sounded like it broke.

"I just have to make it to Tommy's house..." I whispered as I started scooting away, using the little amount of arm muscle I had to at least be in veiw of anybody.

This was the first time I had ever snuck out. It suprising I hadn't done it sooner, considering the fact that my sister was dead and my father was abusive. I looked at the promise wring my sister gave me that I wore.

She promised we would always be together. To bad she's fucking dead.

I made it into the veiw of a busy street. I wasn't in the road obviously but anyone walking on the sidewalk would be able to see me.

"Yo what the hell are you doing on the ground?" I heard a man say. All I could see from my sad little veiw of the floor was the man's checkered Vans.

"That's a nasty cut. As well as that leg, holy shit..." I felt the man pick me up and ask where I wanted to go. I told him Tommy's address.

The man smelt like campfire and sugar. I looked at his hair. Jet black with a headband in a little knot with dangles at the back.

"My name's sapnap." He placed me in front of Tommy's house and gave me a small business card. "I'm a doctor." He smiled and walked away.

"W-wait!" I called after him. Was I really gonna do this? Ask him to ring Tommy's doorbell? God, I really am pathetic.

"Uh- do you... Know Phil? I thought he was a doctor too?" I looked at Tommy's door. Phil, or 'philza' was Tommy's dad.

"Yea he taught me a whole load of medical shit." Sapnap smiled and ringed Tommy's doorbell and ran off, catching up to a shorter boy with goggles.

I felt the door I was leaning on open and I fell backwards. "Ah- ah- oww..." I try my best not to complain but it sucks when you have a maybe broken leg and a 'nasty cut' According to this burning forest smelling guy.

I was never good at remembering names or faces. I guess schlatt never really let me look at people. So I really just go by their smell. In this case, it was cinnamon sugar cookies and blood. Technoblade.

"You look hurt..." He picked me up and placed me on their living rooms couch. I looked around their familiar home. I was here a lot, just to get away from my father.

I closed my eyes as I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. It was tommy right? I smelt wood and soap. That's Phil.

"Phil?" The pain from my leg was finally starting to kick in.

"Yea mate?"

Oh God. How do I even say this without being weird? The flower garden. The one my little sister Lani and I went to before the accident. The flower garden I stayed in for days on end just to get away.

"Can- can we go to the flower garden? Near Tommy's school?"

"Yea! But I can't stay." Phil smiled down at me.

"Alright."

Phil brought me to the garden and dropped me off there. I loved this garden so much. I immediately went over to pick some of her favorite flowers.